Thursday, November 19, 2009
hearts my gf is an agent
Caught
my girlfriend is an agent on tuesday night!!
Heart it(:And gotta thank ah toot for his treat.
It was really an enjoyable movie! i loved it(:
Anyway, after the movie, mel went tagged along with me so that my bro could drive her home. But guess wad, we got lost from Serangoon Gardens to Hougang central. Haha. Hilarious, cos it's probably only a 5 mins drive away but we took more than that.
Wellwell.. Today, someone actually told we that what's lost cannot be found back again. This is with regards to a lost friendship. And i thought about it and think it is really true. I guess i'm agreeing to this cos i'm actually facing it myself. No matter how hard you try to work to achieve the previous standard, it will always fall short. I guess it's the emotional barrier or maybe the fear of being hurt again. Or the question of whether or not can you trust the person again. Sigh, it's really a wasted friendship here. Shall focus on others and shallnt waste my time and effort on one that can never be recovered!
Recently I've been chatting with mel, and she's really been listening to me and giving me advices(:
Hearts her loads!
it's 8:04 AM now
Saturday, November 07, 2009
I'm trying hard
Life's not the very best right now, but i'm taking everything in my stride.
People tend to want to be with happy people.
Who wants to hang around with sad people all the time right?I'm trying to hide away all sad feelings, so as to attract more happy people (:
I'm getting alot of my priorities messed up. It's time for me to start getting my goals in life back in track. Many a times, i let unnecessary things affect my mood. I tend to get really emotional at times and it's really really hard to change that aspect of me.
Right now, i'm so seriously broke! I've travelled to Taiwan, Macau & Thailand in a short span of 2months. The effects of shopping is finally here. Not to mention i still owe my mum money. Argh! And i seem to have endless activities that requires me to spend even more :( Maybe it's time for some mahjong! hahahs. I'm so screwed!
it's 10:06 AM now
This is our story.
16 Feb 2010
I just back from visiting from baby's hse today(: I had fun with lovie!! She's adorable!
Yesterday baby came over to my place for visiting. All was good. Movies- Valentine's day (:
And an awesome vday celebration at marina floating platform watching the fireworks and our first visit to chinatown together! All in all was a good CNY2010 with my sweetest!
9 Nov 2009
Hi dearest, Happy 26th moniversary!
I just want to say that I'm still me and my love for u hasn't changed.
I really want to change things, and i hope for things to change.
I know it'll become better. I have faith in u and me.
I respect what you need and want. I hope that it won't take too long.
Dearest, Let's not forget what was the core reason for our love and motivation for the past 26 months.
Let's work hard? can we?
8 Nov 2009
Few weeks back, i went to see the birthday video again.
It never fails to warm my heart. I feel so loved.
Yet now, why do i have this uncertain feeling?
This feeling is a combination of fear and uncertainess. It's like, theres nothing i can do about it.
The ball is not in my court right now. Is this the theory of the upperhand and lowerhand?
I hate this feeling. So many times, I've the urge of asking you what's going on. But i know it'll make u unhappy
Sometimes, i just couldnt control it. and that's when i'll regret.
What happened?
I really am so lost right now.
Just a few seconds ago i was browsing through all our photos. I smiled. Then sadness overtook me.
I hate right now. i just want to fast forward it
This picture aches my heart.
11 June 2009
Pretty fairytales; i wish. Can i create my own angel?
My love is still going strong. But my faith of u, of me.. fatlering?
18 July 2009
Right this very instance, his heavy head is lying on my tired shoulders.. We're at the library.. hahas, baby fell asleep after reading his book. Or rather, in the midst of reading his book, he fell asleep. HAHA.
His head is like really heavy.. He slep for like half hour already.. I kinda like us hanging out in the lib.. Me doing work.. he reading(: Would have been better if both of us were reading. hee. okiedokie. i'm going to wake him up now.
7 December 2008
I promise.I promise.I promise.
Because LOVE is all about keeping up to ur promises.
It's a whole new fresh start.
We'll put everything behind, all the bad memories.. but we'll learn from them.
The past few days were hell for me. I'm sure it was for u too..
Let us begin a whole new chpter of our lives.. We know neither of us can live without each other.. But we gotta learn to see things differently, control our emotions & watch our actions.
Anyway, loved the friday spent with you. the saturday too. Ur sweetness always touched me.. The little things you do. the scrubbing the mud off my shoes(frm the chunk fest).. No one ever helped me wash my shoes before.. (eh, except my maid last time.. hahas)
Baby, you're my life^^
30 November 2008
(: I'm so proud of my baby!!! He did this section for me..He never fails to amaze me with his IT skills. hahahs. Cos i'm a gonner at this area. ThankyouThankyou! At least his time i didnt have to wait so long for for a request eh?
Anyway, me and baby went for a dinner date yestersay. We were lucky enough to use his daddy's car.. A little surprised to see him in such a good mood. LOL. So, we headed to esplanade to check the operating hours of max brenner before heading down to marina sq for our dinner. Got ourselves a seat at MOF and were brainwashed to sign up for their marketing
strategy- membership card. A waiter explained to us all the good deals we could get with the signing up of membership, failing to notice that many items on the menu does not entitle us to a discount. We happily ordered our food. I was shocked by the amount of food baby ordered. He seemed so willing to splurge on food; so unlike him. We were extremely satisfied with our food. My first taste of hot soba.. It was refreshing!
When we called for our bill, we realised that the main courses that we ordered were not entitled for any discounts. So, in the end, we saved 1 dollar from the entire bill. A mere $1!!!!!! After our meal, we were both extremely full. But i insisted on having my dessert. hahahs. So we took a stroll along the esplanade bay.. Saw many friends. It felt good to be out on a Saturday night. Finally headed to max brenner for our chocolate souffle
dessert. One word- Sinful. The chocolate was super rich.. baby had his mocha and was praising how chocolate and coffee is such a wonderful invention.. LOL.
I had a great night! (minus the small bickering) I love pretty lights^^
Anyway, after the movie, mel went tagged along with me so that my bro could drive her home. But guess wad, we got lost from Serangoon Gardens to Hougang central. Haha. Hilarious, cos it's probably only a 5 mins drive away but we took more than that.
