My lil' world

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

give- for the sake of giving...

Give- for the sake of giving...
When you expect nothing in return.. life will be so much happier..

it's 1:40 PM now

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

I hate the weather nowadays.. in short, i hate raining weather... Yest, i brought out my umbrella.. thinking that it might rain.. but hoping from lesson to lesson, i didnt get caught in the rain at all! Everytime i was in shelter, it was raining.. when i got out .. the rain stopped. SO, when i was heading for the last lesson of the day, i thought to myself- waste my time.. shldnt have brought the umbrella..- THEN!!! it started pouring! Heavily somemore.. damn!

I won $20 bucks from MJ today(: muhahaha! i think this is the first time i won that much money.. hahas. Today's session was completely filled with socks voice.. She asked us.. do we usually talk during MJ.. then i looked at man.. and we were like.. OF COS! usually both of us wld be damn noisy.. but i guess socks won over us.. hahas. so we decided to juz keep quiet and let her talk..

Had dinner at man's nearby hawker.. I WAS SUPER PISSED WITH THAT STALL LADY!!! I placed my order then went to take a seat.. then i saw her serving another male customer..( she was alone tending the stall, so she had to cook and serve) After a while.. when my food was done.. she like called out to me "Xiao Mei!!" Asking me to go over and take my own food.. I was like!!!!!! how come she serve other ppl but dun serve me.. then after a while.. she came to the table next to mine and serve this uncle!!!! BLODDY HELL!! FREAKING ANGRY! i hate this kind of service.. i'm nt even seating very far.. since she can serve the table next to me.. geez. then, i saw that other female customers also had to self-service. While ordering, i still called her "xiao jie".. i shld have called her aunite.. damn.

it's 6:38 AM now

Monday, August 18, 2008

packed schedule

what a busy week!

Monday- went out with s26 ppl to meet up with dan cos he's in town. I didnt know he is managing a club in indo.. how cool~ and latest news is he juz got a tatoo and was showing it to us that day.. lol. dan wanted to catch a movie in spore.. so we went to look at the list of movies available.. Most of us watched almost all the shows already. We kinda wanted to watch pathology but it's R21.. so NO chance at all. definitely get check.. hahas esp with me and aa around.. so we decided on -wedding daze- We went in with the thinking that the show was going to be thrash.. cos, not much good reviews bout that show.. BUT! it turned out to be really funny! i swear! dan fell off his seat.. wei tao was banging on the cinema's wall due to supressed laughter.. de wasn't even trying to control her high pitch laughter.. all in all... it was great.. kinda chick flick, but.. much comedy!

photo taken after our show..

So, we headed to nydc for desserts.. i love the mango tango ice-cream!! After desserts, we kinda wanted to play MJ but ray didnt want.. and de didnt want too..(at first) aft much persuation, we had enough ppl to play.. We were left with the undecided venue.. called home to ask daddy.. "NO, cos didi having exams" !!!!!!!!!! WHAT!!!!! he sleeps like a PIG! i dont think that would affect his sleep. and also.. daddy didnt allow me to go to man's hse too.. SO.. MJ plan goes down down into the drain down. sob

Tuesday- kbox session with allan, socks, man, fu yong, chee, darren. yup! i enjoyed myself alot.. i guess it's because i didnt think i would enjoy the outing... the night before, i was still telling manda that i didnt wan to go.. cos i'm really tired.. She almost killed me. Socks was also being persuaded not to PS this particular outing..
well well.. i sang my heart out.. hahas. greatgreat! We took the klunch and extended for an hour but we sang till 6.. woot! Well. that's AMK's kbox for you.. after that, i rushed for tuition..
guess wad.. i fell sick after going to jaryl's hse.. AGAIN! i can't think of any logical explanation for this.. except that it is infected with baby virus.. serious.. too many toddlers. eek!(i'm going dwn tmr again..)

Wednesday- Badminton with man, mel, verlyn & chee.. my lousy shoe gave up on me.. hahas. i knew it. i knew it!! since the camp.. it's time for me to get new ones... aft baddie, we headed to hougang mall for lunh. the initial Ajisen plan was scrapped to hawker food. We planned for our nxt outing which included caleb.. hahas, it's gg to be held at 29th. hopefully it wont be cancelled the last min.
After that, i went home to shower and immediately headed to cityhall to find fer and man.. soo long since i saw fer. acc shop at esprite then we juz sat at toast box for some chat..
Then, i had to rush down to boon's hse for OG gathering.. while i was crossing the trafiic lights, i was busy using my phone and not noticing anyone aroung me.. Louis came up to me and said hi. (i think that was wad she said.. cos ..) i screamed! LOL. cos i was shocked... i think everyone crossing the road got scared by me.. hahahs.. she had to leave early for floorball practice.. sadded. By the time i reach boon's hse, ppl were already playing wii and MJ. An avg outing.. i suppose..

Thursday-work work work. i came home for a slight nap though.. cos ben's lesson was pushed later.. and on the way to brit's lesson, i saw kai.. keep seeing him at AMK..
At night, kai me and luke had a conference call. i think for the first time in our 3yr friendship.. hahahs.

Friday-MGM! it was ok.. didnt realise there were actually freshie in my bash/pageant committe.. projects had dinner at Fish & Co... at glass hse.. many wonderful memories there.. i liked the dinner.. the talk with everyone.. it was ... unexpectedly FUN~ think it's cos i didnt have much high hopes for this MGM.. or rather.. i thought i wont be enjoying myself much.. i always feel that.. we shldnt expect too much.. cos, it'll be of greater disappointment.. yup(:

Saturday- a normal no plans day turned out to be a day with plans afterall.. met kai and luke for lunch at crystal jade.. i juz love the xiao long pao.. manage to psycho kai not to go hme so early and luke nt to go gym so that we can go play wii later.. yay! We shopped for Wee Han's present.. everyone juz assumed that he was super small size.. up to a point where we use my body as a measurement to wad shirt size we're going to get him.. LOL. In the end, we bought him a horizontal stripped polo shirt to make him look broader.. Headed into kino and we started tested kai chinese. which sucked big time.. then i started feeling wierd in the stomach.. so i said i wanted to grab some food.. bought doughnuts from JCo.. Kai was like.. "you're eating fats.. can you imagine that(points to the doughnut we were eating) here(points to his own tummy)..." Must he do that while we were eating... LOL.. Manda arrived followed by jie.. By that time i was really feeling really uncomfortable.. so we went to seach for seats.. jis gave me some gastric pills.. but it's suppose to be taken 2 at a time... but she left 1 pill only.. wad to do.. have to make do with it.. i guess it helped abit.. after that.. we went to bugis street to get some stuff jie wanted to get then we headed to kai's hse.. (: Wii is fun! it's my fave! We played till we got lost track of time.. By the time we realise the time, it was 9 plus alrdy.. So we went for our dinner.. Then again.. the gastic pain started coming up again.. kai wanted to get milk for me... but was met with shocked faces of fer and luke.. hahas.. it was funny. i really dunnoe.. a person with gastric pain- can consume milk? no idea.. So, no milk for me.. but i ate satay.. HAHAs. i officially declare satay my fave food. (: (: i love it! max max!!
then then, went dwn to fer's hse for the night.. gave mr another pill for my stomach. and the pain went away.. man arrived late.. we watched the olympics and after awhile we knocked out..

Sunday- All of us woke up at 9.15... then went back to sleep.. hahas. the nxt time we woke up was 9.50 alrdy.. suppose to meet the rest at 10.30... but we still took our time to bathe.. watch olympics... We reached sentosa at 12.30.. So, basically, we were 2hrs late.. The weather was horrible.. heavy downpour.. nothing much to do but wait for the rain to stop.. lucky for us, it stopped and we played the usual beach games.. saw CS ppl there.. and they challenged us to ultimate frisbee.. 5 V 5.. then was sky, rayth, ken, Ming qian & i cant really rmb the other guy.. hahas. wei tao, teck hui and wee han were the core males.. then me, aa, lukie and iphil roated.. WE WON!! 11-8.. super tiring.. i think th rocked! he's catches were superbly amazing. Nothing much happened aft that.. lol.. juz played in the sand.. took a few pics.. blahblah. too many times at sentosa alrdy..
Headed to modesto for dinner(: i highly recommend the mushroom soup. i love it! wee han had tis really nice pasta which was black in colour..damn nice..
i guess it's like the end of the week..
i am feeling super drained.. juz now, my heart wasnt really where it was.. cant really explain the feeling.. wasnt really feeling super hyped up or anything.. my mind is jus clouded with thoughts.. well.. i'm going to bed to sleep it away.. but the missing doesnt go away with the sleep..

creation of me & aa

the wonderful mushroom spup

ckn sausage pizza

stupid poses in nike store

dwaf VS giants

it's 1:37 AM now

Monday, August 04, 2008

Money no enough

i met up with kai,lukie and manda(:

we played wii at kai's hse(: i lovee wii.. super duper mega whooper fun. hahas.
there's this rock band game- where there's a drummer, singer, guitarist.. only 3 of us could play cos kai only had 1 guitar.. Super funny!! esp lukie! he couldnt play a single instrument for nuts!! all he sould do was sing! and he scored 100% for singing! damn~

i was late cos i went for facial with , mummy.. didnt know it was gg to last so long! i felt really bad when i reached there.. but no one said anything bout me ((: i guess cos they were having so much fun with the wii. hahas. they played so many other games!! me wants too!! kai is totally nuts. he bought like super alot of wii games. plus they'll all original! he got the raving rabbit, wario ware! played it in the DS.. hee2. kai said he's gg to get something for himself this birthday again. and it's some wii equipment again!!! last yr he also got that for his bday! we bought him the wii controller and he got himself 2 wii games... we were saying if wii2 was to ever come out, and all these games cannot be played.. it'll be such a waste!!

we went to newyork newyork for dinner. lukie's fav! lol.. then kai shocked us with saying that he wanted to order something diet friendly!!!! i mean KAI YANG actually said that! hahas. so funny.

after dinner we went to catch money no enough. i liked the beggining where they made fun of the rising numbers of ERP on spore road. Also, this time.. the movie kinda portray the views of different ppl. like the mum, the wife and the sons.. quite touching.. but didnt cry.. haha. i think the mum is really quite funny..super cute.. hahas. it's really sad how she diedd.

the movie ended at 12.10.. and we were all shocked cos kai had to book in b4 12mn.. felt really bad. so we didnt really catch much of the after movie bloppers cos we were rushing off..

cant wait for S26 sentosa outing(:

it's 10:58 PM now

Sunday, August 03, 2008

sentosa with psyche

last sat.. psyche went for a sentosa outing((:

wheather was good, crowd was good, mood was perfect.. body was not! damn my period!

damn. it's really sad to be at sentosa with ur period here. worse if u're the only girl having it!! means- everyone else is in water.. minus you.

started off with mini beach games.. volleyball, frisbee plus our very own ultimate ball. haha!

Them thenn... my long awaited in-line skaitng! i think i lost touch. the moment i wore my skates.. i thought i was gg to fall. LOL! plus i'm now less daring.. seriously! i kinda afraid of falling down. moves that i once did seems scary to me now.. ahahs. lost touch of my skating skills. time to head the roads for some prac!

we then played this water gun game. originated from a jap show. So, one off our fellow freshie- ai ning made this target board that everyone can wear on their head.. the only thing was.. the purple paper she used has inwasable ink! lol.. so we were all partnered up.. my partner was sin ting, aka gardner.. hahas. it was super damn tiring. i think cos the perimeter was so huge! hahahs.. plus, the paper couldnt' be torn no mater how long u use the water gun to spray water on it!! hahahs. We ended up standing in a circle partners at our back then trying hard to aim at each other's target..

hahahs. was quiet an funny sight.

after that.. a few of us went for the luge ride. it feels different to be ridding at night.

when i took out my islander card to use it for the luge ride.. i found that my pic was now blurred. like- i just made my card the day before. the printing sucks can! now i look wierd cos a part of my nose is gone.. hahas

after showers, headed to vivo roof garden for our dinner. mel and mag joined us! yeah.

what i brought back that day- a whole new tan~ whoot!

tau pok!!WOW

that's boon with his 6 nipples! haha

our OG9 pretty boys!!!

protect me from the sun! thanks!

it's 9:24 PM now

Saturday, August 02, 2008

gimi a break. please...
that's when and where i'll talk.

it's 11:02 AM now

This is our story.

16 Feb 2010

I just back from visiting from baby's hse today(: I had fun with lovie!! She's adorable!
Yesterday baby came over to my place for visiting. All was good. Movies- Valentine's day (:
And an awesome vday celebration at marina floating platform watching the fireworks and our first visit to chinatown together! All in all was a good CNY2010 with my sweetest!

9 Nov 2009

Hi dearest, Happy 26th moniversary!
I just want to say that I'm still me and my love for u hasn't changed.
I really want to change things, and i hope for things to change.
I know it'll become better. I have faith in u and me.
I respect what you need and want. I hope that it won't take too long.
Dearest, Let's not forget what was the core reason for our love and motivation for the past 26 months.
Let's work hard? can we?

8 Nov 2009

Few weeks back, i went to see the birthday video again.
It never fails to warm my heart. I feel so loved.
Yet now, why do i have this uncertain feeling?
This feeling is a combination of fear and uncertainess. It's like, theres nothing i can do about it.
The ball is not in my court right now. Is this the theory of the upperhand and lowerhand?
I hate this feeling. So many times, I've the urge of asking you what's going on. But i know it'll make u unhappy
Sometimes, i just couldnt control it. and that's when i'll regret.

What happened?
I really am so lost right now.
Just a few seconds ago i was browsing through all our photos. I smiled. Then sadness overtook me.
I hate right now. i just want to fast forward it

This picture aches my heart.

11 June 2009

Pretty fairytales; i wish. Can i create my own angel?
My love is still going strong. But my faith of u, of me.. fatlering?

18 July 2009

Right this very instance, his heavy head is lying on my tired shoulders.. We're at the library.. hahas, baby fell asleep after reading his book. Or rather, in the midst of reading his book, he fell asleep. HAHA.
His head is like really heavy.. He slep for like half hour already.. I kinda like us hanging out in the lib.. Me doing work.. he reading(: Would have been better if both of us were reading. hee. okiedokie. i'm going to wake him up now.

7 December 2008

I promise.I promise.I promise.
Because LOVE is all about keeping up to ur promises.
It's a whole new fresh start.
We'll put everything behind, all the bad memories.. but we'll learn from them.
The past few days were hell for me. I'm sure it was for u too..
Let us begin a whole new chpter of our lives.. We know neither of us can live without each other.. But we gotta learn to see things differently, control our emotions & watch our actions.

Anyway, loved the friday spent with you. the saturday too. Ur sweetness always touched me.. The little things you do. the scrubbing the mud off my shoes(frm the chunk fest).. No one ever helped me wash my shoes before.. (eh, except my maid last time.. hahas)
Baby, you're my life^^

30 November 2008

(: I'm so proud of my baby!!! He did this section for me..He never fails to amaze me with his IT skills. hahahs. Cos i'm a gonner at this area. ThankyouThankyou! At least his time i didnt have to wait so long for for a request eh?

Anyway, me and baby went for a dinner date yestersay. We were lucky enough to use his daddy's car.. A little surprised to see him in such a good mood. LOL. So, we headed to esplanade to check the operating hours of max brenner before heading down to marina sq for our dinner. Got ourselves a seat at MOF and were brainwashed to sign up for their marketing strategy- membership card. A waiter explained to us all the good deals we could get with the signing up of membership, failing to notice that many items on the menu does not entitle us to a discount. We happily ordered our food. I was shocked by the amount of food baby ordered. He seemed so willing to splurge on food; so unlike him. We were extremely satisfied with our food. My first taste of hot soba.. It was refreshing! When we called for our bill, we realised that the main courses that we ordered were not entitled for any discounts. So, in the end, we saved 1 dollar from the entire bill. A mere $1!!!!!! After our meal, we were both extremely full. But i insisted on having my dessert. hahahs. So we took a stroll along the esplanade bay.. Saw many friends. It felt good to be out on a Saturday night. Finally headed to max brenner for our chocolate souffle dessert. One word- Sinful. The chocolate was super rich.. baby had his mocha and was praising how chocolate and coffee is such a wonderful invention.. LOL.
I had a great night! (minus the small bickering) I love pretty lights^^

At MOF

Our Food

At Max Brenner