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Saturday, June 28, 2008
Graduated frm CFA(:

had the 2nd session of CFA at clementi today.. Me,man, chee & bang were all late.. made the in -charge to wait for us. *oops* hahas. our excuse was that last week we were on time and ppl were late.. so, nt wanting to wait for ppl this time, we decided to come late.. who knows, there werent anyone late...i mean,except for us. haha
lecture,lecture and more lecture... i think i only manage to rmb like 5% of wad was thought to me. kinda sad.. but, theory is always dry. the only fun part was the role playing where we get to act as rowdy kids for our poor fellow facilitator.. as for me, i had the ADHD.. lol. in short, hyperactive. i had a hell load of good time screaming and crying(pretend; of cos). But, we all knows.. wads goes around, comes around... i had to deal with these pretend-kids.. as a facilitator.. i think i've gotten a headache from shouting for them to get in order.. in was total chaos! was kinda fun though.. got a few pats in the back and praises here and there.. think it felt good.. to be complemented.. i really cant imagine if these exact same senerio wld actually happen in school...
-students talking among themselves
-guy who goes not speak english or mandrain at all. He only knows cantonese
-drama queen making a big fuss
-love triange between facilitator and kids
-crushes here and there
-ah bengs getting into a fight
-accidents like cuts,sprain & fracture
-kid having fits

hmm.. i think chances of this happening exactaly would be 0.0001% .. if all of these would happen at the same time, i think i'd juz faint and die.. hahas.. juz kiddin

went for dinner at bugis. had steamboat AGAIN. i juz ate the exact same place 3 days ago... nuts.

gossips gossips and more of them.. with manda.. and of coz, biatching. lol.. waad we like to do best.. man likes to make me look as if i'm the bad guy.argh.

wellwell. i brought home with me today-memories. of CFA17.


it's 1:33 AM now

Sunday, June 22, 2008
MJ session with-chee,bang,man

i'm glad i have wonderful friends..
there are these 2 kinds..
1.) we live the like there's endless supply of money
2.) they bring me back to earth
hahaha.. i had a little chat about juz random stuffs today.. it felt really good. i think i have alot to learn. i seriously need to grow up.. i admire the way how some of my friends live life so happily with no troubles.. they key to it is to be yourself.. peerpreasure is definitely nt a good thing. treat your family better.. cos we all know they'll leave us 1 day.
a mental note to self- spend more time at home..esp dinner. i realise that as we all grow up, we tend to spend lesser and lesser time with our family members. in the future, when my younger bro gets older... the hse wld be left with only mummy and daddy.. so~~ i shld start changing.yup!


it's 11:53 PM now

Thursday, June 19, 2008
erc1

yes! i'm blogging about ecr.. hahas it was totally a roller coster ride today..

firstly, i think the sch is really screwed up. i wonder how they decide who gets to choose their timetable first.. how come others get to do it 2 days b4 and E&F gotta do it on the 3rd or rather 4th day(if u take into acc the dip students).. they shld only open say 1/3 of a certain class.. dumbdumb!

this morning, i manage to get the perfect slot. monday - CF, EOE and thurs- MICRO, MACRO...
thhen.. someone told me that i can juz remain on the page cos that means my slots are being reserved... so wrong.. i think i left it for half an hour or more... then i decided to click the 'finish' button... MY MACRO SLOT WAS GONE. dang. but i was like- nvm.. can choose the tues one.. same as V,A and jie... but when i choose that; monday-CF,EOE , tuesday-MACRO and thurs-MICRO.. i thought.. hmm.. at least now all my slots are the same all my friends... then came the headache part... MY CF SLOT WAS GONE... that's not the worse... the worse part was... the only 1 left was SAT!!!! who wants to go to sch on sat.. ( no doubt johnny tan is the good lecturer)
my whole day turned bad from that very instant... veryvery bad..

after bball with mini monday gang.. while i was waiting for my ride back home.. i checked my ecr again.. THANKFULLY, MY CF SLOT WAS AVAILABLE AGAIN!!! YAY! i was more than happy...then aft i got back hme.. showered.. i checked my ecr again.. MY MACRO SLOT WAS BACK!!! hurray!!!! i am so so so so so .... happy... so i'm back to my good slots! yay!!
hahas. i've learned that, dont be too eager to judge things.. dont allow temper to rise bcos of temporary things.. always wait.. patience... u'll nv know what you can find at the end of the wait((:

as for me, i'm a one happy lil' gurl~


it's 2:18 AM now

Friday, June 06, 2008
thailand 250508-280508

thailand with the sisters(:
it was amazing. and as deon says, its another step to our sisterhood...true true~
the thailand trip with my girlfriends was great.. except for the few mishaps.. many thanks to thse who sent us off.. haha but the reasons are apparent. no more shall be said.. hahas

touch down at thailand and the weather was dessert hot. our nice ying was there to receive us(: with our own 'super-artise' minivan.. lol(: courtesy of miss princess((: in case she says we didnt acknowledge that.. hahas we were brought to this really nice restaurant and ate much yummy food(: paid all by the 'boss' ... how cool. well, money saved!! we checked in to our hotel.. reception lady kinda know that we 4 wanted to squeeze into 1 hotel room.. me and fer had to take visitor pass.. mishap no1. de's key to her lock broke.. but luckily, ying was there to help us get a really big plier to cut open that lock.. we then headed to chatuchak since we were there on sunday.. many good deals.. things were really cheap! mishap no2. manda got heat stroke.. cos of the scorching sun and not enough fluids manda started feeling dizzy then blacked out.. couldnt see anything and started scaring us.. we of cos stood by her, frantically fanning her, icing her, getting drinks.. well, you name it, we did it... finally, i think the ice plus pepsi manage to get her around.. we then decided to go to some airconditioned shopping mall.. so we headed to mbk.. things there were relatively more expensive so we decided to go to siam centre.. it feels very bugis-y.. bought loads of stuff(: we headed back to hotel and again faced the lobby security.. this time we had to go through the whole 'get vistor pass' routine that we got so tired and juz decided to get another room. mishap no3... spent another 60 sing per person.. well, at least we got another room.. me and fer shared one room.. when we got to our room, we did the standard procedure of knocking the door blah blah.. inserted the key.. couldnt open the door.. by this time we were freaking out.. we knocked again blah blah.. this time the door opened.. scary~ there was this wierd sense of aura in the room.. we told man about this and she said.. this juz shows that your door is spoilt.. nothing much,.. LOL! which is true.. hahas for the 4 days, the door kept having probs.. so it was really the door's prob.. haha.. but the 4 of us were jus too scared so we squeezed into 1 room to sleep.. haah. waste of money..

next day, breakfast at the 45th floor(: nice view.. except that thailand's building were all smoked black... haha.. we headed to the four-face-buddah via tuktuk.. mishap no 4. this driver convinced us and brought us to this jewelry place where he said was on the way.. when he showed us the map, it was totally not.. like one was north, the other, south.. the driver had this typical bad guy look.. how scary.. luckily for us..he brought us to the jewelry place and not anywhere else.. after the temple, we kinda went into siam paragon.. not entirely for shopping, but for the use of their toilet. lol.. headed to siam cenre again.. this time, on the way there, we rmb to replenish ourselves with ice cold water.. bought this really amazing coconut icecream from the streets and their bubbletea(: nicenice! shopping the entire noon till evening.. spent about 3000bath.or more... the same amt i spent the day b4.. headed back to hotel via cab.. safer.. hahas.. waited to meet deon's dad and his colleagues.. we were brought to an international seafood restaurant.. AMAZING food.. we had alska crab, cod fish, lobster, huge huge prawns, and so so so much more.. we didnt even finish the food.. lol.. so waste of money.. and it was like super expensive.. 1kg was nearly 100sing dollars for one item..nuts. after dinner, we headed to the night mkt.. suan luam night mkt.. we totally embarrass ourselves when we saw a cockroach.. 4 of us plus de's future brother-in-law screamed so damn loudly that everyone turned to stare at us.. eek. we dislike roaches.. was super tired after the shopping and headed back at 12mn to our hotel..

3rd day, headed to platinum and shopped shopped shopped.. we did our nails and toes there too(: it was really much cheaper than in spore.. dinner, we take away food from our nearby street stalls.. included wanton mee, chicken kebab, loads of fat fat hotdogs..

lastday, we did last min shopping at siam centre and mbk.. every single min we were spending money.. overall, i got myself 5 pairs of shoes, 4 dresses, 1 shades, 3 taokeitoi (my fave!!) ...list goes on... it was a reallly really good trip.. i'm missing thai food already.. the coconut icecream, tomyum~, phatai... aww.. i loved their food!

and i love my sisters(:

here are the pictures...


departing from changi airport..


at our hotel-baiyoke suite


in our minibus





at MBK...





four-face-buddah



toilet of international seafood restaurant










suan lum mkt









breakfast with good view(:









massage(:







newly painted nails..


all our shopping bags..







bigbig lollies(:


it's 12:35 AM now

Thursday, June 05, 2008
selfish me

i should start growing up.and i know that... my emotional self is still stuck at age 16. a stubborn 16yr old dazed schoolgirl. STOP IT!!! wake up!


you you hold on too tightly to a flower, it dies.. everyone knows that. but am i holding on too tightly to something?


i guess i'm not too selfish? i did pray. not for the benefit of my own.. for the first time, for a stranger who i never knew..


manda is right. it's either option1-OOOO or option2-OOOO


it's 1:38 AM now