yes! i'm blogging about ecr.. hahas it was totally a roller coster ride today..
firstly, i think the sch is really screwed up. i wonder how they decide who gets to choose their timetable first.. how come others get to do it 2 days b4 and E&F gotta do it on the 3rd or rather 4th day(if u take into acc the dip students).. they shld only open say 1/3 of a certain class.. dumbdumb!
this morning, i manage to get the perfect slot. monday - CF, EOE and thurs- MICRO, MACRO...
thhen.. someone told me that i can juz remain on the page cos that means my slots are being reserved... so wrong.. i think i left it for half an hour or more... then i decided to click the 'finish' button... MY MACRO SLOT WAS GONE. dang. but i was like- nvm.. can choose the tues one.. same as V,A and jie... but when i choose that; monday-CF,EOE , tuesday-MACRO and thurs-MICRO.. i thought.. hmm.. at least now all my slots are the same all my friends... then came the headache part... MY CF SLOT WAS GONE... that's not the worse... the worse part was... the only 1 left was SAT!!!! who wants to go to sch on sat.. ( no doubt johnny tan is the good lecturer)
my whole day turned bad from that very instant... veryvery bad..
after bball with mini monday gang.. while i was waiting for my ride back home.. i checked my ecr again.. THANKFULLY, MY CF SLOT WAS AVAILABLE AGAIN!!! YAY! i was more than happy...then aft i got back hme.. showered.. i checked my ecr again.. MY MACRO SLOT WAS BACK!!! hurray!!!! i am so so so so so .... happy... so i'm back to my good slots! yay!!
hahas. i've learned that, dont be too eager to judge things.. dont allow temper to rise bcos of temporary things.. always wait.. patience... u'll nv know what you can find at the end of the wait((:
as for me, i'm a one happy lil' gurl~
it's 2:18 AM now
Friday, June 06, 2008
thailand 250508-280508
thailand with the sisters(:
it was amazing. and as deon says, its another step to our sisterhood...true true~
the thailand trip with my girlfriends was great.. except for the few mishaps.. many thanks to thse who sent us off.. haha but the reasons are apparent. no more shall be said.. hahas
touch down at thailand and the weather was dessert hot. our nice ying was there to receive us(: with our own 'super-artise' minivan.. lol(: courtesy of miss princess((: in case she says we didnt acknowledge that.. hahas we were brought to this really nice restaurant and ate much yummy food(: paid all by the 'boss' ... how cool. well, money saved!! we checked in to our hotel.. reception lady kinda know that we 4 wanted to squeeze into 1 hotel room.. me and fer had to take visitor pass.. mishap no1. de's key to her lock broke.. but luckily, ying was there to help us get a really big plier to cut open that lock.. we then headed to chatuchak since we were there on sunday.. many good deals.. things were really cheap! mishap no2. manda got heat stroke.. cos of the scorching sun and not enough fluids manda started feeling dizzy then blacked out.. couldnt see anything and started scaring us.. we of cos stood by her, frantically fanning her, icing her, getting drinks.. well, you name it, we did it... finally, i think the ice plus pepsi manage to get her around.. we then decided to go to some airconditioned shopping mall.. so we headed to mbk.. things there were relatively more expensive so we decided to go to siam centre.. it feels very bugis-y.. bought loads of stuff(: we headed back to hotel and again faced the lobby security.. this time we had to go through the whole 'get vistor pass' routine that we got so tired and juz decided to get another room. mishap no3... spent another 60 sing per person.. well, at least we got another room.. me and fer shared one room.. when we got to our room, we did the standard procedure of knocking the door blah blah.. inserted the key.. couldnt open the door.. by this time we were freaking out.. we knocked again blah blah.. this time the door opened.. scary~ there was this wierd sense of aura in the room.. we told man about this and she said.. this juz shows that your door is spoilt.. nothing much,.. LOL! which is true.. hahas for the 4 days, the door kept having probs.. so it was really the door's prob.. haha.. but the 4 of us were jus too scared so we squeezed into 1 room to sleep.. haah. waste of money..
next day, breakfast at the 45th floor(: nice view.. except that thailand's building were all smoked black... haha.. we headed to the four-face-buddah via tuktuk.. mishap no 4. this driver convinced us and brought us to this jewelry place where he said was on the way.. when he showed us the map, it was totally not.. like one was north, the other, south.. the driver had this typical bad guy look.. how scary.. luckily for us..he brought us to the jewelry place and not anywhere else.. after the temple, we kinda went into siam paragon.. not entirely for shopping, but for the use of their toilet. lol.. headed to siam cenre again.. this time, on the way there, we rmb to replenish ourselves with ice cold water.. bought this really amazing coconut icecream from the streets and their bubbletea(: nicenice! shopping the entire noon till evening.. spent about 3000bath.or more... the same amt i spent the day b4.. headed back to hotel via cab.. safer.. hahas.. waited to meet deon's dad and his colleagues.. we were brought to an international seafood restaurant.. AMAZING food.. we had alska crab, cod fish, lobster, huge huge prawns, and so so so much more.. we didnt even finish the food.. lol.. so waste of money.. and it was like super expensive.. 1kg was nearly 100sing dollars for one item..nuts. after dinner, we headed to the night mkt.. suan luam night mkt.. we totally embarrass ourselves when we saw a cockroach.. 4 of us plus de's future brother-in-law screamed so damn loudly that everyone turned to stare at us.. eek. we dislike roaches.. was super tired after the shopping and headed back at 12mn to our hotel..
3rd day, headed to platinum and shopped shopped shopped.. we did our nails and toes there too(: it was really much cheaper than in spore.. dinner, we take away food from our nearby street stalls.. included wanton mee, chicken kebab, loads of fat fat hotdogs..
lastday, we did last min shopping at siam centre and mbk.. every single min we were spending money.. overall, i got myself 5 pairs of shoes, 4 dresses, 1 shades, 3 taokeitoi (my fave!!) ...list goes on... it was a reallly really good trip.. i'm missing thai food already.. the coconut icecream, tomyum~, phatai... aww.. i loved their food!
and i love my sisters(:
here are the pictures...

departing from changi airport..

at our hotel-baiyoke suite

in our minibus


at MBK...


four-face-buddah

toilet of international seafood restaurant




suan lum mkt



breakfast with good view(:



massage(:



newly painted nails..

all our shopping bags..


bigbig lollies(:
it's 12:35 AM now
Thursday, June 05, 2008
selfish me
i should start growing up.and i know that... my emotional self is still stuck at age 16. a stubborn 16yr old dazed schoolgirl. STOP IT!!! wake up!
you you hold on too tightly to a flower, it dies.. everyone knows that. but am i holding on too tightly to something?
i guess i'm not too selfish? i did pray. not for the benefit of my own.. for the first time, for a stranger who i never knew..
manda is right. it's either option1-OOOO or option2-OOOO
it's 1:38 AM now
This is our story.
16 Feb 2010
I just back from visiting from baby's hse today(: I had fun with lovie!! She's adorable!
Yesterday baby came over to my place for visiting. All was good. Movies- Valentine's day (:
And an awesome vday celebration at marina floating platform watching the fireworks and our first visit to chinatown together! All in all was a good CNY2010 with my sweetest!
9 Nov 2009
Hi dearest, Happy 26th moniversary!
I just want to say that I'm still me and my love for u hasn't changed.
I really want to change things, and i hope for things to change.
I know it'll become better. I have faith in u and me.
I respect what you need and want. I hope that it won't take too long.
Dearest, Let's not forget what was the core reason for our love and motivation for the past 26 months.
Let's work hard? can we?
8 Nov 2009
Few weeks back, i went to see the birthday video again.
It never fails to warm my heart. I feel so loved.
Yet now, why do i have this uncertain feeling?
This feeling is a combination of fear and uncertainess. It's like, theres nothing i can do about it.
The ball is not in my court right now. Is this the theory of the upperhand and lowerhand?
I hate this feeling. So many times, I've the urge of asking you what's going on. But i know it'll make u unhappy
Sometimes, i just couldnt control it. and that's when i'll regret.
What happened?
I really am so lost right now.
Just a few seconds ago i was browsing through all our photos. I smiled. Then sadness overtook me.
I hate right now. i just want to fast forward it

This picture aches my heart.
11 June 2009
Pretty fairytales; i wish. Can i create my own angel?
My love is still going strong. But my faith of u, of me.. fatlering?
18 July 2009
Right this very instance, his heavy head is lying on my tired shoulders.. We're at the library.. hahas, baby fell asleep after reading his book. Or rather, in the midst of reading his book, he fell asleep. HAHA.
His head is like really heavy.. He slep for like half hour already.. I kinda like us hanging out in the lib.. Me doing work.. he reading(: Would have been better if both of us were reading. hee. okiedokie. i'm going to wake him up now.
7 December 2008
I promise.I promise.I promise.
Because LOVE is all about keeping up to ur promises.
It's a whole new fresh start.
We'll put everything behind, all the bad memories.. but we'll learn from them.
The past few days were hell for me. I'm sure it was for u too..
Let us begin a whole new chpter of our lives.. We know neither of us can live without each other.. But we gotta learn to see things differently, control our emotions & watch our actions.
Anyway, loved the friday spent with you. the saturday too. Ur sweetness always touched me.. The little things you do. the scrubbing the mud off my shoes(frm the chunk fest).. No one ever helped me wash my shoes before.. (eh, except my maid last time.. hahas)
Baby, you're my life^^
30 November 2008
(: I'm so proud of my baby!!! He did this section for me..He never fails to amaze me with his IT skills. hahahs. Cos i'm a gonner at this area. ThankyouThankyou! At least his time i didnt have to wait so long for for a request eh?
Anyway, me and baby went for a dinner date yestersay. We were lucky enough to use his daddy's car.. A little surprised to see him in such a good mood. LOL. So, we headed to esplanade to check the operating hours of max brenner before heading down to marina sq for our dinner. Got ourselves a seat at MOF and were brainwashed to sign up for their marketing
strategy- membership card. A waiter explained to us all the good deals we could get with the signing up of membership, failing to notice that many items on the menu does not entitle us to a discount. We happily ordered our food. I was shocked by the amount of food baby ordered. He seemed so willing to splurge on food; so unlike him. We were extremely satisfied with our food. My first taste of hot soba.. It was refreshing!
When we called for our bill, we realised that the main courses that we ordered were not entitled for any discounts. So, in the end, we saved 1 dollar from the entire bill. A mere $1!!!!!! After our meal, we were both extremely full. But i insisted on having my dessert. hahahs. So we took a stroll along the esplanade bay.. Saw many friends. It felt good to be out on a Saturday night. Finally headed to max brenner for our chocolate souffle
dessert. One word- Sinful. The chocolate was super rich.. baby had his mocha and was praising how chocolate and coffee is such a wonderful invention.. LOL.
I had a great night! (minus the small bickering) I love pretty lights^^