I'm in a broken lil world.. All alone with no one.. Yet somehow I know, this broken lil world will be filled with colours once again.. More colourful and pretty than before. Have faith.
Sunday, July 25, 2010
broken lil world
Thursday, June 03, 2010
and it happened again again.
I really should stop blogging about the negative things in my life. But somehow when I get upset about things it makes me want to blog about it. And so, it all happens all over again. To return good for good is hunam. But to be able to return good for bad is devine. It's really hard to love ppl who are not lovely- their insensitive actions and unconsiderate behaviour. Wads most depressing is that this person is one that is close to heart.. Friendship operate in a forgiving manner, but it shouldn't be taken for granted. Don't you always feel upset when u place great importance on a person , only to find out he/she treats u like dirt? Well, this is exactly how I am feeling now. Investing time and time again on this "worthless" friendship. I should be spending more time with my other friends, but I always refuse to give up. Deep down in my heart I always thougt that this one is different. But I'm just keeping my fences down to be stabbed in the heart repeatedly. Yet again, I'll choose to forgive. I believe and have faith. Truthfully speaking, to forgive again this time was hard. To keep it within me was even harder. But this is one lesson that I have to go through, and I wil.
Friday, May 21, 2010
and it happena again:(
It's hard to love someone who's unlovely.
Thursday, May 13, 2010
So Off Track
It's the exams period but somehow I don't feel stress. That's really a bad thing cos without stress I'm totally not motivated to study:( There's still 3 more papers to go but I am already slacking away.. This is really bad:((
This is our story.
16 Feb 2010
I just back from visiting from baby's hse today(: I had fun with lovie!! She's adorable!Yesterday baby came over to my place for visiting. All was good. Movies- Valentine's day (:
And an awesome vday celebration at marina floating platform watching the fireworks and our first visit to chinatown together! All in all was a good CNY2010 with my sweetest!
9 Nov 2009
Hi dearest, Happy 26th moniversary!I just want to say that I'm still me and my love for u hasn't changed.
I really want to change things, and i hope for things to change.
I know it'll become better. I have faith in u and me.
I respect what you need and want. I hope that it won't take too long.
Dearest, Let's not forget what was the core reason for our love and motivation for the past 26 months.
Let's work hard? can we?
8 Nov 2009
Few weeks back, i went to see the birthday video again.It never fails to warm my heart. I feel so loved.
Yet now, why do i have this uncertain feeling?
This feeling is a combination of fear and uncertainess. It's like, theres nothing i can do about it.
The ball is not in my court right now. Is this the theory of the upperhand and lowerhand?
I hate this feeling. So many times, I've the urge of asking you what's going on. But i know it'll make u unhappy
Sometimes, i just couldnt control it. and that's when i'll regret.
What happened?
I really am so lost right now.
Just a few seconds ago i was browsing through all our photos. I smiled. Then sadness overtook me.
I hate right now. i just want to fast forward it
This picture aches my heart.
11 June 2009
Pretty fairytales; i wish. Can i create my own angel?My love is still going strong. But my faith of u, of me.. fatlering?
18 July 2009
Right this very instance, his heavy head is lying on my tired shoulders.. We're at the library.. hahas, baby fell asleep after reading his book. Or rather, in the midst of reading his book, he fell asleep. HAHA.His head is like really heavy.. He slep for like half hour already.. I kinda like us hanging out in the lib.. Me doing work.. he reading(: Would have been better if both of us were reading. hee. okiedokie. i'm going to wake him up now.
7 December 2008
I promise.I promise.I promise.Because LOVE is all about keeping up to ur promises.
It's a whole new fresh start.
We'll put everything behind, all the bad memories.. but we'll learn from them.
The past few days were hell for me. I'm sure it was for u too..
Let us begin a whole new chpter of our lives.. We know neither of us can live without each other.. But we gotta learn to see things differently, control our emotions & watch our actions.
Anyway, loved the friday spent with you. the saturday too. Ur sweetness always touched me.. The little things you do. the scrubbing the mud off my shoes(frm the chunk fest).. No one ever helped me wash my shoes before.. (eh, except my maid last time.. hahas)
Baby, you're my life^^
30 November 2008
(: I'm so proud of my baby!!! He did this section for me..He never fails to amaze me with his IT skills. hahahs. Cos i'm a gonner at this area. ThankyouThankyou! At least his time i didnt have to wait so long for for a request eh?
Anyway, me and baby went for a dinner date yestersay. We were lucky enough to use his daddy's car.. A little surprised to see him in such a good mood. LOL. So, we headed to esplanade to check the operating hours of max brenner before heading down to marina sq for our dinner. Got ourselves a seat at MOF and were brainwashed to sign up for their marketing strategy- membership card. A waiter explained to us all the good deals we could get with the signing up of membership, failing to notice that many items on the menu does not entitle us to a discount. We happily ordered our food. I was shocked by the amount of food baby ordered. He seemed so willing to splurge on food; so unlike him. We were extremely satisfied with our food. My first taste of hot soba.. It was refreshing! When we called for our bill, we realised that the main courses that we ordered were not entitled for any discounts. So, in the end, we saved 1 dollar from the entire bill. A mere $1!!!!!! After our meal, we were both extremely full. But i insisted on having my dessert. hahahs. So we took a stroll along the esplanade bay.. Saw many friends. It felt good to be out on a Saturday night. Finally headed to max brenner for our chocolate souffle dessert. One word- Sinful. The chocolate was super rich.. baby had his mocha and was praising how chocolate and coffee is such a wonderful invention.. LOL.
I had a great night! (minus the small bickering) I love pretty lights^^
At MOF
Our Food
At Max Brenner
