lil' world

broken lil world

2010-07-25T07:31:00.001-07:00

I'm in a broken lil world.. All alone with no one.. Yet somehow I know, this broken lil world will be filled with colours once again.. More colourful and pretty than before. Have faith.

and it happened again again.

2010-06-03T21:43:00.001-07:00

I really should stop blogging about the negative things in my life. But somehow when I get upset about things it makes me want to blog about it.And so, it all happens all over again. To return good for good is hunam. But to be able to return good for bad is devine. It's really hard to love ppl who are not lovely- their insensitive actions and unconsiderate behaviour. Wads most depressing is that this person is one that is close to heart..Friendship operate in a forgiving manner, but it shouldn't be taken for granted. Don't you always feel upset when u place great importance on a person , only to find out he/she treats u like dirt? Well, this is exactly how I am feeling now. Investing time and time again on this "worthless" friendship. I should be spending more time with my other friends, but I always refuse to give up. Deep down in my heart I always thougt that this one is different. But I'm just keeping my fences down to be stabbed in the heart repeatedly. Yet again, I'll choose to forgive. I believe and have faith. Truthfully speaking, to forgive again this time was hard. To keep it within me was even harder. But this is one lesson that I have to go through, and I wil.

and it happena again:(

2010-05-21T07:55:00.001-07:00

It's hard to love someone who's unlovely.

So Off Track

2010-05-13T04:51:00.001-07:00

It's the exams period but somehow I don't feel stress. That's really a bad thing cos without stress I'm totally not motivated to study:( There's still 3 more papers to go but I am already slacking away.. This is really bad:((

A friend in need is a friend indeed

2010-03-26T09:22:00.000-07:00

A friend in need is a friend indeed
Familiar phrase? Shit happened and people that you thought would show concern did not. Seems scary that the friend or those friends that you valued them being close do not show the kind of care that you hope to receive. A friend said that-some people do not place too much trust & hope in just anybody because what you value in the person may not be the other way round. It's like a protection for yourself. I never liked to do that because it would mean blocking out the opportunity of developing a further or in-depth relationship with that person. However, with many incidents of being hurt again and again, i question myself on why am i not building this wall to protect myself?

My angel thought and a devil thought:
Angel thought- The friend or friends probably did not feel comfortable enough to ask me what had happened. A reason of awkwardness maybe?
Devil thought- Obviously that friend or those friends is/are in a very very close circle group of friends, couldn't they at least show a least bit of concern? Passing message to others to dig out gossips maybe?

On one hand I am truly upset and disappointed, on the other, I know that we shouldn't be expecting things from others. Otherwise, these actions may not be genuine.

Enough said of that, I am thankful for my brothers and sisters in Christ for they are unselfish with their love. And people who really cared(:

It was nice to have an ice-cream after a sad day. Mel calls it happy food(: Happy food with happy people.

2010

2010-01-04T01:02:00.000-08:00

I just got off the phone with my aunt who's in Vienna..They're there om a missionary trip. They've been there for a whole 2 years and last time i saw them was during my grandad's funeral. I really do hope they come back soon(:

Anyway, I'm back to reality.. Had my fun share of partying and missing classes. It's time to get back to track for my studies.. I'm starting to feel nervous due to my lack of studying and prelims are coming soon. Shall buck up on my schoolwork!

Overall, 2009 had been a wonderful year for me.. I've never been more blessed than ever. I found God and I'm glad I did. He did many amazing things in my life and I am thankful for that. I've many ups and downs.. and the down part= being down in a particular friendship of mine.. I've no idea what state is it now.. but i think all will end well(:

With the coming of the new year, I have many resolutions that i hope i can keep up with.. Many failed last year.. Haha! I'm determined to be a happier person..!!! and hopefully back to my extorvert self.. Recently, I think I've started to quieten down, in some group outings.. and i think it's definitely not good! Maybe its due to age? argh! cant believe i'm going to turn a year older this year again.

Well, some pictures to sum up my dec2009 life:

dinner with my cell at bar bar black sheep (to use the winnings we got from our bible quiz)

Deon's 21st party

Bash 2009

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Tribeca's xmas party

Dinner with CCI friends

hearts my gf is an agent

2009-11-19T08:04:00.001-08:00

Caught my girlfriend is an agent on tuesday night!!
Heart it(:
And gotta thank ah toot for his treat.
It was really an enjoyable movie! i loved it(:

Anyway, after the movie, mel went tagged along with me so that my bro could drive her home. But guess wad, we got lost from Serangoon Gardens to Hougang central. Haha. Hilarious, cos it's probably only a 5 mins drive away but we took more than that.

Wellwell.. Today, someone actually told we that what's lost cannot be found back again. This is with regards to a lost friendship. And i thought about it and think it is really true. I guess i'm agreeing to this cos i'm actually facing it myself. No matter how hard you try to work to achieve the previous standard, it will always fall short. I guess it's the emotional barrier or maybe the fear of being hurt again. Or the question of whether or not can you trust the person again. Sigh, it's really a wasted friendship here. Shall focus on others and shallnt waste my time and effort on one that can never be recovered!

Recently I've been chatting with mel, and she's really been listening to me and giving me advices(: Hearts her loads!

I'm trying hard

2009-11-07T10:06:00.000-08:00

Life's not the very best right now, but i'm taking everything in my stride.
People tend to want to be with happy people.
Who wants to hang around with sad people all the time right?
I'm trying to hide away all sad feelings, so as to attract more happy people (:

I'm getting alot of my priorities messed up. It's time for me to start getting my goals in life back in track. Many a times, i let unnecessary things affect my mood. I tend to get really emotional at times and it's really really hard to change that aspect of me.

Right now, i'm so seriously broke! I've travelled to Taiwan, Macau & Thailand in a short span of 2months. The effects of shopping is finally here. Not to mention i still owe my mum money. Argh! And i seem to have endless activities that requires me to spend even more :( Maybe it's time for some mahjong! hahahs. I'm so screwed!

harry potter and the half blood prince

2009-07-18T01:07:00.000-07:00

I had great time the past 2 days.
Lets talk about thurs..

HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE!
ratings:

I didnt really like the movie that much. Though i haven picked up my half blood prince book in ages.. I know that the book was much much better. The movie lacked of scenes of potions and defense of the dark arts classes. Actually, i found out that ever the 3rd movie, Harry Potter movies seem to exclude the fun and exciting classroom scenes. Shldnt it appeal to non-harrypotter fans too? And i personally feel that the classroom scenes would appeal to those who do not read the book. I thought that harry potter and the half blood prince movie would make no sense to people whom have not watched a single potter movie.
However, i have to give credit to the producer for following the book closely. Many of the movie lines were taken from the book(: The love progression of ginny and potter was ridiculous though. Ginny was portrayed as an initiative aggressive girl. (I mean, that was what i felt) Turns me off acutally.
I would advice people who have not watched a single potter movie to stay out of this movie.. hahahs.
Generally it's quite a dull movie.. yup.

After the movie, we sat down to discuss manda's birthday. Nothing concrete yet, but got a feeling it's going to be a good one(: Another big headache would be the surprise segment. All the ideas have been used up already! Damn. and i've been given the role of creative director.. Which basically means i gotta think up of something lahs.

Friday was the last day for the interns. We had a farewell breakfast at cityhall. I was super late that day. Everyone was waiting for me. I felt so bad. I saw the other supervisor giving the stare at me when i arrived. Shit. bad impression!!
I met with ppl of the other grps for the first time.. all of them are really nice ppl..(:
We made a engraved hp keychain along with a notebook filled with our wishes for toby and TS. They were really happy with it, even asked whoose idea it was(: muhaha, creative director! Toby will be leaving to melbourne for an exchange for 4months... Kinda long eh. i had a really great time with these ppl!

Work!

2009-07-14T02:41:00.000-07:00

Last week, i started my first day of work!!! (:
I've already worked for 4 days and i'm liking what i do. It's really interesting knowing what each RC does and how it functions. Of course, the details that we're seeing are confidential.

Met up with tribecans for dinner at TCC on my first day of work. ( as suggested by me) I found a disturbing thing about us; we do not check the food prices before we order. I guess this is bcos we often share food and order 1 main course less, thinking it will be cheaper, we tend to overorder. (for our desserts) Only when the bill came, did we find out that one of our main costs $19 and a really simple mushroom pasta costs $16. Definitely not worth the money. However, i do not deny that their dessert rocks. I SO LOVE TCC's DESSERTS!

Tribecans have booked tickets for harry potter this thurs when it's coming out! Cant wait!! I seriously forgotten about the plot already. Funny thing happened today.. Manda was discussing harry potter's deathly hallows and mentions something about the death of snape. I was like, did he even die?! I have totally forgotten about the plot in deathly hallows. I guess it's bcos i've only read it once. So she said, " I'm officially going to exclude you from the harry potter fan club. Oh no, that's left with me! "
HAHAHAHA.
I think i should reread book 5,6,7. The last time i touched it was about 2 years back!! Is it? Cant really recall. I kinda miss the joy of reading harry potter; indulging in the fantasy of the magic world.

NEWS! I've accepted christ. and of course planning to leave my life to god's plan. There's so much to learn right now.. (:

i love you, man

2009-07-08T01:53:00.000-07:00

I had a spontaneous meeting with the guys today. I'm really glad i did(:

It helped me get my thoughts out of the way and catch up with them. They just got back from Arts camp with sounded like loadsoffun! *envy*

Caught the show I Love You, Man. Hilarious show. Though there were plenty of dirty jokes which i didnt quite catch. Its about this guy who doesnt have friends and so there wasnt anyone to be his man of honor. It then showed how he got around trying to make guy friends and even being led to him being kissed by guys.
I told kai that, it's really hard to make new friends once u step out of school. I mean, i dont think your collegues would be your true close friends. If there's going to be office politics or competiton, how can u call those ppl your true friends. So i really treasure ppl around be. Especially true close friends(: Lucky for kai who wants to get into the education sector. I dont think he would encounter such things eh..

Had a quick dinner at shokudu@heeren then rushed back home cos mum wants me back.
I'm a nice girl(:

new life.nasty person

2009-07-06T10:09:00.000-07:00

I shall not back out on this sunday's promise.

I really hope something good will come out of it(: I'm really glad kai asked actually. I've been kinda lost in life right now, so hopefully i'll get into a new direction soon. Hopefullly along with it, i can kick my obsession. hahahs.

I'd already felt bad that i couldnt make it for the concert Jun Xiong offered; if only it wasnt V's 21st.
There's still next year(: That was wad he said.

I've met with a rather nasty person lately. I guess a person's true colour reveals in time. And when in time of crisis, that person who walks in is truely your true friend. No matter how many quarrels you guys had, no matter how many disagreements, when resolved, our bonds only grow stronger.

Work's going to start on thurs, and only one of us get to be with manman. That's so sad!! I hope i meet nice ppl. I'm having mixed feelings on work. One one hand, I'll finally be earning money. One the other hand, apart from the fact that the pay sucks, I'll have to wake up early. I dread early mornings. At least i'll resume to a normal life instead of hanging out late and sleeping late everynight.

I'd better start preparing for man's birthday. So many things undone and to be discussed!!
I shall not procastinate any longer! Better talk to tribecans soon. hahas.

photos UP!

2009-06-19T09:24:00.001-07:00

Waiting to get into the plane; our flight got delayed.

Darwin, Northern Territory, Mitchell st.

Watching the sunset.

mitchell backpacker's inn.

On the way to Katherine Town.

The aborigin kids hanging aound the shopping centre without shoes.

Our hotel in katherine town

Our hotel in katherine town.

Katherine Hot Spring.

Katherine Gorge

Walking around Katherine Town.

Late night supper; not wanting to dirty our room, we ate in the toilet:D

Breakfast!

WWII oil storage tunnels.

The Parliament house.

Their national Library, situated in the parliament house.

i'm back!

2009-06-10T22:40:00.000-07:00

Okay, i've been really lazy to blog. Now that exams are over, I'm free!!!!

Recently, I have changed my perspective of life. The value of money. I was utterly disappointed when someone dear said that i was still being materialistic. All i want to say is, ask tribecans and u'll find out how much u've missed out in my life.
Went out shopping the other day and my mindset on material things have changed. I feel that i no longer need these things. Am i growing old or wad!!!!!! hahahs.

Came back from Darwin last week. I would say it was not the best trip ever. But, i still had fun. Made use of the full 4 days(:
The trip was suppose to last for an entire week, but was cut short to 4 days cos manda became paranoid over the influenza case. It costs us about another $300 to cut short our holiday because of additional air tickets and unrecoverable hotel fees. Well, it's all for a friend i say.
Still, We managed to do most of the things as planned. My most enjoyable activity would definitely be the canoeing along the katherine gorge.

IT WAS MARVELOUS(: (:

I shall put up the pictures in a while. I'm a little lazy to upload all the pictures as there are just too many. hahah.

The crocosaurus farm was amazing too. Enjoyed the feeding of the big crocs(: When they shut their mouth, there was this thunderous 'thump' sound. ekk. imagine ur head in there.

I'm just glad we didnt encounter any crocs while canoeing. COS Darwin in famous for its breeding grounds for crocs and the katherine gorge has its fair share of crocs. It was even closed bcos it caught a saltwater croc recently.. SO SCARY!
We also visited the WWII oil barrel storage and the parliment house. More of luke's favourite.hahas.

Shall update it with photos soon!

chunk fest

2008-12-07T01:40:00.000-08:00

did i mention i dreamt of Ben&Jerry's Ice Cream?

the day before the chunk fest! HAHAha. and so the anticipation for the fest begins...

Met up with galvin, mel, V & some of gal's friends.
The bad weather caused my poor white shoes to be covered entirely with filthy mud..
But who cares about the mudd..
ALL I CARED ABOUT WAS MY ICE CREAM!!!!
hahas.

That's us all getting all excited!

Supported Oreo and WenMing in the VernMonster competition..
It's a monster ice-cream combination that consists of...
20 scoops of BnJs Ice Cream
10 scoops of chopped Walnuts
5 scoops of fresh whipped cream
4 scoops of hot fudge 5 chocolate chip cookies
2 scoops of m&ms 2 scoops of Reeses
2 scoops of chocolate Jimmies
1 GIANT homemade brownie
Just looking at all these made me wonder, how in the world did they managed to finished the entire tub!!
They were no match with the other teams. The winner group consist of these 4 huge man who looked like they were kept in a cave w/o food for several days. They practically drank out of their tub! It was disgusting! LOL.

The queue for ice cream was extreamely longggggg...
Luckily for us, we saw Galvin's friend in the queue. haha! cut cut cut!
Still, we had to queue for about an hr to get our ice cream. boo.

check out the long queue

and the wait was long...

All flavours were exclusive from US! All 12 of them(: yum.
Ordered a double scoop of cinamon bun & strawberry banana. LOVED IT!!!
Tried mel's triple caramel, half baked.. V's peanut butter and choco fudge.. And i still love mine the most. Cos i'm a huge fan of cinamon. and i loved that i could have both my fav falvours at once- stawberry & banna!
A happy happy girl indeed.
Left Fort CAnning with sore& dirty feet, stained shoes, a little drenched hair, sweat soaking dress and a smile on my face :D

(oh, i forgot to add that i let seng chee& ervin cut into our queue right at the counter where we were ordering our ice-cream. cheers to them for saving hours of queuing time. and cheers to me for earning good karma.haha. crap! )

i hate what i'm doing to my life..

2008-12-02T00:33:00.000-08:00

I hate what i'm doing to my life.. I really really do..

I'm wasting my time away.. My precious youth..

I really should start studying..
I should be spending more time at home..
I really should start exercising..
I should treasure my friends..
I really should start saving money..
I should look for more students..
I should start sleeping early..
I should start reflecting on my actions..
the list goes on and on...

I'm so worried about my studies right now.. I'm lagging so far that i'm afraid there's not enough time for me to catch up at all..
I'm a changed person right now;My attitude towards studying..

Where's the old me?
The ME in JC..
The ME during the sec3 and 4 days...
The ME who think the world of her notes and textbooks, who WANTS to do well in studies..
what is happening to me?

Well, today marks first day of study.. It's far from what i call real study.. But at least i've started.. Like mummy always say.. better late than never(:

Tomorrow will be another studying day for me.. This time, i aim to cover at least 1 tutorial and 1 chapter.. (i only did 1 and a half chp today. SLOW!!!)

NOV escapes

2008-11-30T02:36:00.000-08:00

Let me update the past few weeks of happenings in my life(:

Went out with beloved Monday gang..
It's been such a long time since we met up. Had dinner at PS cafe cartel.. had an unexpected guest- bang. hahahs.. He was working that day and made us 2 cups of drinks!!! My fav java chip and mel ordered a caramel blend..

courtesy of bang

After dinner we headed to minds cafe.. but leb and suiying gotta leave.. coincidence? hahahs

silly faces

getting in the chirstmas mood

^^monday gang

Met up with luke, kai and man to discuss our dec plans..
Kai arrived early and waited bout 40 mins for us.. I say, kai.. you know that we're perpetual late comers, so you don't have to arrive so early next time yea(:
Had lunch at coffee club at taka. Sat there and talked for nearly 2 hrs? Love the time spent with them.. Ridiculas random talks and plans that we know will go nowhere..haha
Caught WILD CHILD at cine leisure.. I've gotta say, some parts are just super lame.. Though i'm a big fan of chick flick, this one just does not pass.

Taka Xmas

After the meet up with luke, kai and man, i rushed dwn to Costa Sands.. For Eldris 21st party. Theme was back to old school.. I brought my SR's uniform out.. but was too lazy to change into it.. Heard the cake was good.. though i didnt get to eat a slice cos i left early..

Celebrated daddy's birthday at Holland V's Crystal Jade.. We ate the steamboat buffet.. The food there rocks! Lurvee the prawns! Anyway, we ordered too much and was charged for food wastage.. hahahs. Bought daddy a Braun Buffel wallet.. and of course my handmade birthday card(:

Presents & Card (:

Family^^

Went to jurong point with grandma for Jap food during one of the weekend.. Intially we wanted to eat sake sushi.. Not knowing that jurong pt has NO sake.. LOL. So, we ate Ichiban instead.. Ordered a spread of food.. Daddy was being generous that day.. hahhas(:

src uol bash 2008

2008-11-27T00:56:00.000-08:00

I must praise Seryew's excellent video editing skills. Last year's bash video was good.. this year's one is amazing!
At first i couldnt recgonise the voice.. I think fiona did a great job.

I shall let the video do the talking(:

the most beautiful things in the world

2008-11-24T23:45:00.000-08:00

I realised that the most beautiful things in the world are intangible..
happiness and love. There's just no way to touch them. But you'll know you have it when it settles upon you..
I shall live my life the way i want and no one shall be in control of my emotions. Cos i'm the master of them..

Clouds have miracle effects on soothing my mind.

2008-11-06T09:54:00.001-08:00

Last chance, over.

a miserable life

2008-10-21T20:56:00.000-07:00

i'm definitely not happy right now.. I'm standing alone in this world thrying to fix problems on my own.. There seem to be no light at the end of the other tunnel.. Everthing seems bleek.. But i dun want to let go of the last hope that's within me.. I cant bear to let go of the once thick rope that is left with a few strands of thin brown fibre..
My studies are affected, my sleep is affected, my life is affected by this problem.. Who ever knew that these things come in a package.. buy happiness, free sadness..

But i know i'll live. these are jus stones in my path.. throw, throw and throw them away. i'll finally see a clear path.

give- for the sake of giving...

2008-08-26T13:40:00.000-07:00

Give- for the sake of giving...
When you expect nothing in return.. life will be so much happier..

2008-08-19T06:38:00.000-07:00

I hate the weather nowadays.. in short, i hate raining weather... Yest, i brought out my umbrella.. thinking that it might rain.. but hoping from lesson to lesson, i didnt get caught in the rain at all! Everytime i was in shelter, it was raining.. when i got out .. the rain stopped. SO, when i was heading for the last lesson of the day, i thought to myself- waste my time.. shldnt have brought the umbrella..- THEN!!! it started pouring! Heavily somemore.. damn!

I won $20 bucks from MJ today(: muhahaha! i think this is the first time i won that much money.. hahas. Today's session was completely filled with socks voice.. She asked us.. do we usually talk during MJ.. then i looked at man.. and we were like.. OF COS! usually both of us wld be damn noisy.. but i guess socks won over us.. hahas. so we decided to juz keep quiet and let her talk..

Had dinner at man's nearby hawker.. I WAS SUPER PISSED WITH THAT STALL LADY!!! I placed my order then went to take a seat.. then i saw her serving another male customer..( she was alone tending the stall, so she had to cook and serve) After a while.. when my food was done.. she like called out to me "Xiao Mei!!" Asking me to go over and take my own food.. I was like!!!!!! how come she serve other ppl but dun serve me.. then after a while.. she came to the table next to mine and serve this uncle!!!! BLODDY HELL!! FREAKING ANGRY! i hate this kind of service.. i'm nt even seating very far.. since she can serve the table next to me.. geez. then, i saw that other female customers also had to self-service. While ordering, i still called her "xiao jie".. i shld have called her aunite.. damn.

packed schedule

2008-08-18T01:37:00.000-07:00

what a busy week!

Monday- went out with s26 ppl to meet up with dan cos he's in town. I didnt know he is managing a club in indo.. how cool~ and latest news is he juz got a tatoo and was showing it to us that day.. lol. dan wanted to catch a movie in spore.. so we went to look at the list of movies available.. Most of us watched almost all the shows already. We kinda wanted to watch pathology but it's R21.. so NO chance at all. definitely get check.. hahas esp with me and aa around.. so we decided on -wedding daze- We went in with the thinking that the show was going to be thrash.. cos, not much good reviews bout that show.. BUT! it turned out to be really funny! i swear! dan fell off his seat.. wei tao was banging on the cinema's wall due to supressed laughter.. de wasn't even trying to control her high pitch laughter.. all in all... it was great.. kinda chick flick, but.. much comedy!

photo taken after our show..

So, we headed to nydc for desserts.. i love the mango tango ice-cream!! After desserts, we kinda wanted to play MJ but ray didnt want.. and de didnt want too..(at first) aft much persuation, we had enough ppl to play.. We were left with the undecided venue.. called home to ask daddy.. "NO, cos didi having exams" !!!!!!!!!! WHAT!!!!! he sleeps like a PIG! i dont think that would affect his sleep. and also.. daddy didnt allow me to go to man's hse too.. SO.. MJ plan goes down down into the drain down. sob

Tuesday- kbox session with allan, socks, man, fu yong, chee, darren. yup! i enjoyed myself alot.. i guess it's because i didnt think i would enjoy the outing... the night before, i was still telling manda that i didnt wan to go.. cos i'm really tired.. She almost killed me. Socks was also being persuaded not to PS this particular outing..
well well.. i sang my heart out.. hahas. greatgreat! We took the klunch and extended for an hour but we sang till 6.. woot! Well. that's AMK's kbox for you.. after that, i rushed for tuition..
guess wad.. i fell sick after going to jaryl's hse.. AGAIN! i can't think of any logical explanation for this.. except that it is infected with baby virus.. serious.. too many toddlers. eek!(i'm going dwn tmr again..)

Wednesday- Badminton with man, mel, verlyn & chee.. my lousy shoe gave up on me.. hahas. i knew it. i knew it!! since the camp.. it's time for me to get new ones... aft baddie, we headed to hougang mall for lunh. the initial Ajisen plan was scrapped to hawker food. We planned for our nxt outing which included caleb.. hahas, it's gg to be held at 29th. hopefully it wont be cancelled the last min.
After that, i went home to shower and immediately headed to cityhall to find fer and man.. soo long since i saw fer. acc shop at esprite then we juz sat at toast box for some chat..
Then, i had to rush down to boon's hse for OG gathering.. while i was crossing the trafiic lights, i was busy using my phone and not noticing anyone aroung me.. Louis came up to me and said hi. (i think that was wad she said.. cos ..) i screamed! LOL. cos i was shocked... i think everyone crossing the road got scared by me.. hahahs.. she had to leave early for floorball practice.. sadded. By the time i reach boon's hse, ppl were already playing wii and MJ. An avg outing.. i suppose..

Thursday-work work work. i came home for a slight nap though.. cos ben's lesson was pushed later.. and on the way to brit's lesson, i saw kai.. keep seeing him at AMK..
At night, kai me and luke had a conference call. i think for the first time in our 3yr friendship.. hahahs.

Friday-MGM! it was ok.. didnt realise there were actually freshie in my bash/pageant committe.. projects had dinner at Fish & Co... at glass hse.. many wonderful memories there.. i liked the dinner.. the talk with everyone.. it was ... unexpectedly FUN~ think it's cos i didnt have much high hopes for this MGM.. or rather.. i thought i wont be enjoying myself much.. i always feel that.. we shldnt expect too much.. cos, it'll be of greater disappointment.. yup(:

Saturday- a normal no plans day turned out to be a day with plans afterall.. met kai and luke for lunch at crystal jade.. i juz love the xiao long pao.. manage to psycho kai not to go hme so early and luke nt to go gym so that we can go play wii later.. yay! We shopped for Wee Han's present.. everyone juz assumed that he was super small size.. up to a point where we use my body as a measurement to wad shirt size we're going to get him.. LOL. In the end, we bought him a horizontal stripped polo shirt to make him look broader.. Headed into kino and we started tested kai chinese. which sucked big time.. then i started feeling wierd in the stomach.. so i said i wanted to grab some food.. bought doughnuts from JCo.. Kai was like.. "you're eating fats.. can you imagine that(points to the doughnut we were eating) here(points to his own tummy)..." Must he do that while we were eating... LOL.. Manda arrived followed by jie.. By that time i was really feeling really uncomfortable.. so we went to seach for seats.. jis gave me some gastric pills.. but it's suppose to be taken 2 at a time... but she left 1 pill only.. wad to do.. have to make do with it.. i guess it helped abit.. after that.. we went to bugis street to get some stuff jie wanted to get then we headed to kai's hse.. (: Wii is fun! it's my fave! We played till we got lost track of time.. By the time we realise the time, it was 9 plus alrdy.. So we went for our dinner.. Then again.. the gastic pain started coming up again.. kai wanted to get milk for me... but was met with shocked faces of fer and luke.. hahas.. it was funny. i really dunnoe.. a person with gastric pain- can consume milk? no idea.. So, no milk for me.. but i ate satay.. HAHAs. i officially declare satay my fave food. (: (: i love it! max max!!
then then, went dwn to fer's hse for the night.. gave mr another pill for my stomach. and the pain went away.. man arrived late.. we watched the olympics and after awhile we knocked out..

Sunday- All of us woke up at 9.15... then went back to sleep.. hahas. the nxt time we woke up was 9.50 alrdy.. suppose to meet the rest at 10.30... but we still took our time to bathe.. watch olympics... We reached sentosa at 12.30.. So, basically, we were 2hrs late.. The weather was horrible.. heavy downpour.. nothing much to do but wait for the rain to stop.. lucky for us, it stopped and we played the usual beach games.. saw CS ppl there.. and they challenged us to ultimate frisbee.. 5 V 5.. then was sky, rayth, ken, Ming qian & i cant really rmb the other guy.. hahas. wei tao, teck hui and wee han were the core males.. then me, aa, lukie and iphil roated.. WE WON!! 11-8.. super tiring.. i think th rocked! he's catches were superbly amazing. Nothing much happened aft that.. lol.. juz played in the sand.. took a few pics.. blahblah. too many times at sentosa alrdy..
Headed to modesto for dinner(: i highly recommend the mushroom soup. i love it! wee han had tis really nice pasta which was black in colour..damn nice..
i guess it's like the end of the week..
i am feeling super drained.. juz now, my heart wasnt really where it was.. cant really explain the feeling.. wasnt really feeling super hyped up or anything.. my mind is jus clouded with thoughts.. well.. i'm going to bed to sleep it away.. but the missing doesnt go away with the sleep..

creation of me & aa

the wonderful mushroom spup

ckn sausage pizza

stupid poses in nike store

dwaf VS giants

Money no enough

2008-08-04T22:58:00.000-07:00

i met up with kai,lukie and manda(:

we played wii at kai's hse(: i lovee wii.. super duper mega whooper fun. hahas.
there's this rock band game- where there's a drummer, singer, guitarist.. only 3 of us could play cos kai only had 1 guitar.. Super funny!! esp lukie! he couldnt play a single instrument for nuts!! all he sould do was sing! and he scored 100% for singing! damn~

i was late cos i went for facial with , mummy.. didnt know it was gg to last so long! i felt really bad when i reached there.. but no one said anything bout me ((: i guess cos they were having so much fun with the wii. hahas. they played so many other games!! me wants too!! kai is totally nuts. he bought like super alot of wii games. plus they'll all original! he got the raving rabbit, wario ware! played it in the DS.. hee2. kai said he's gg to get something for himself this birthday again. and it's some wii equipment again!!! last yr he also got that for his bday! we bought him the wii controller and he got himself 2 wii games... we were saying if wii2 was to ever come out, and all these games cannot be played.. it'll be such a waste!!

we went to newyork newyork for dinner. lukie's fav! lol.. then kai shocked us with saying that he wanted to order something diet friendly!!!! i mean KAI YANG actually said that! hahas. so funny.

after dinner we went to catch money no enough. i liked the beggining where they made fun of the rising numbers of ERP on spore road. Also, this time.. the movie kinda portray the views of different ppl. like the mum, the wife and the sons.. quite touching.. but didnt cry.. haha. i think the mum is really quite funny..super cute.. hahas. it's really sad how she diedd.

the movie ended at 12.10.. and we were all shocked cos kai had to book in b4 12mn.. felt really bad. so we didnt really catch much of the after movie bloppers cos we were rushing off..

cant wait for S26 sentosa outing(:

sentosa with psyche

2008-08-03T21:24:00.000-07:00

last sat.. psyche went for a sentosa outing((:

wheather was good, crowd was good, mood was perfect.. body was not! damn my period!

damn. it's really sad to be at sentosa with ur period here. worse if u're the only girl having it!! means- everyone else is in water.. minus you.

started off with mini beach games.. volleyball, frisbee plus our very own ultimate ball. haha!

Them thenn... my long awaited in-line skaitng! i think i lost touch. the moment i wore my skates.. i thought i was gg to fall. LOL! plus i'm now less daring.. seriously! i kinda afraid of falling down. moves that i once did seems scary to me now.. ahahs. lost touch of my skating skills. time to head the roads for some prac!

we then played this water gun game. originated from a jap show. So, one off our fellow freshie- ai ning made this target board that everyone can wear on their head.. the only thing was.. the purple paper she used has inwasable ink! lol.. so we were all partnered up.. my partner was sin ting, aka gardner.. hahas. it was super damn tiring. i think cos the perimeter was so huge! hahahs.. plus, the paper couldnt' be torn no mater how long u use the water gun to spray water on it!! hahahs. We ended up standing in a circle partners at our back then trying hard to aim at each other's target..

hahahs. was quiet an funny sight.

after that.. a few of us went for the luge ride. it feels different to be ridding at night.

when i took out my islander card to use it for the luge ride.. i found that my pic was now blurred. like- i just made my card the day before. the printing sucks can! now i look wierd cos a part of my nose is gone.. hahas

after showers, headed to vivo roof garden for our dinner. mel and mag joined us! yeah.

what i brought back that day- a whole new tan~ whoot!

tau pok!!WOW

that's boon with his 6 nipples! haha

our OG9 pretty boys!!!

protect me from the sun! thanks!

2008-08-02T11:02:00.000-07:00

gimi a break. please...
that's when and where i'll talk.

2008-07-29T07:50:00.000-07:00

the tide has changed. i hope it change back soon!

MID JULY...

2008-07-26T17:38:00.000-07:00

it's been a looonng time.hahas. so much have happened..
-FOD'08

-Lucas belated Bday party

-FOC'08

-Post camp bash

-Mambo night

-CFA18 & CFA17 k outing

1st and 2nd july

FOD'08..i got partnered with boonboon((: guess they put us tog for a reason(: it's really wierd. majority of my freshies were frm Jc.. i suppose it's getting tougher to get into local Uni each passing yr. i dunnoe if we were really ogls or what.. but during the first day of FOD, many freshies left. sadded! luckily, the 2nd day was much better.. i think all the freshies liked my parter, boon,better than me. sad case. maybe i'm not cut out for this.

5th july

we were suppose to have steamboat dinner.. but the plan was scraped cos many were late. Me,man,Lukie,kai,tao&th was present for this long planned event.. i really enjoyed planning this party.. initially a fine dinning with formal dress code to a HELL themed party to juz a normal no-theme party. hahas. but the games were fun. my partner for the night was lukie.. and we won!! LOL. we played- 3 legged stair race, treasure hunt(spooky theme), pictionary, musical chairs, roulette.. yup. i got a prize for winning the musical chair.. this present contributed from kai; a blue aligator with a super long tongue(frm auzzie). i think we hung out till 4 plus in the morning. then headed to sleep.. nxt morn, we had breakfast at the bukit timah hawker centre. andand.. they gave me the wrong directions to go home.. sheesh.

15th to 18th july
FOC'08. fate brought me back to OG9. this year- we're called psyche.

the freshies were great. there's a gardener, morning mood lady, guy with a super hot SP, SRJC's junior, netball senior, oreo, Mel's twin... loadsloads. bunch of fun ppl.

anyways.. the camps they played were so much better. esp the SP segment. the experience being an ogl was really refreshing. totall different from being a freshie. so much more tiring. when they get to shower, you still have to attend debrief. you always have to be 1 step earlier than them. wake up earlier, reach a certain place earlier... but as for sleeping, it's definitely not earlier than the freshies... hahas. i was so drained after the camp that i went home and slept till morning.

AHAHahhhhh!!! half naked guys!!!

break camp!!

the babes of OG9'08

we went to pastamania aft the camp and me as an ogl used my power to dig juicy gossips from my group(: (: (: MUhahahahah! we talked for bout 2 hrs plus. enjoyable meal~

20th July

can you imagine after a tiring 3 days camp i still went to sentosa.. i muz be mad.. but it was CFA18 recruit. i think they are definitely more sporting ppl. compared to us 17.. i kinda got injured during a game of captain's ball. Alex accidentally stepped on my foot.. this injury resulted in me not being able to wear heels to bash :( :(

captain's ball

after FOC plus the outing at sentosa.. i've totally became super dark!

act of good deed(: donated for aaron's scouts tickets. 1st pze-200 000!!

22nd july

POST CAMP BASH

i was so worried for my toe the entire night. wore an open toe sandals.. the best choice. couldnt fit my swollen toe into a covered shoe. hahas.. our OG arrived the earliest. no one was there yet! hahas. so we managed to get a table.. played some games before the music came on.. i think the DJ this yr is better than last yr.. also.. i think the good thing about SIM's bash is the music is good. as in.. you dun have to wait till 2 b4 the good music is played. right from the start till the end- GOOD MUSIC.

i think many OG9ers are not the dancing sort.. most of them were sitting at the table playing games.. hmm. wells. i was totally in a dancing mood that night.. cos usually, my legs hurt juz after an hr of dancing.. (with heels of coz) but that night. WOOHOO! no pain! except for the ocassional steeping on my toe.. so i was kinda disappointed that my og sat at the table most of the time.. Marc thought us afew games. obviously drinking games. !!! muz have been a regular customer at clubs huh.

totally unimaginable! but we played chop chilli chop!! it was super fun!

wen ming and his SP was totally stuck to each other for the entire night.. i guess he's really lucky that his SP's is HOT & DRUNK! hahas!

after the bash, we headed to liang court for Mcs... waited for Mc breakfast!!! LOL. TIRED!

right at the start of bash

((:

that's louie-Mel's twin

OG9'08 led by MR Ccharming OGL

Lost in a game of 'rabbit'

forced to dance with fellow partner OGL
*all eyes feast on us!!

23rd july

after yest clubbin, i went for another mambo night out at zouk. am i nuts or wad.. but this was planned 2 weeks in advanced so i cant chicken out. damn. jie was sick and she couldnt make it.. was suppose to be juz our sisterhood but with manda's wide reange of social circle, we found out that some CCI ppl were gg too.. included-maybalene, may's friend, gary, wilson, nich, wil's friend.

i officially do not like mambo. i dunooe. sometimes i think it's really nice, but i guess it's no more mambo for me.. futher more, i realise ppl at mambo are really old. and sticky-even the girls. i was being bumped by some girls the entire night. the guys were- ekk! big! it was a bad night.

24th july

CFA's 17 first K session.

at appollo centre. where the hell is that?! hahs. well, cheapo chinatown karaoke. found by efficient raymond. hahas. he's really a good organiser. wads there to say-i had a great time.

cfa 17

the effect makes us look ghostly

man,me&bang

notice how i catch the attention of the photographer?

manman&me ((: (stopped a while during stephanie sun's song for cam whoring)

artistic shot by raymond the photographer

me,bang,fu yong

Graduated frm CFA(:

2008-06-28T01:33:00.000-07:00

had the 2nd session of CFA at clementi today.. Me,man, chee & bang were all late.. made the in -charge to wait for us. *oops* hahas. our excuse was that last week we were on time and ppl were late.. so, nt wanting to wait for ppl this time, we decided to come late.. who knows, there werent anyone late...i mean,except for us. haha
lecture,lecture and more lecture... i think i only manage to rmb like 5% of wad was thought to me. kinda sad.. but, theory is always dry. the only fun part was the role playing where we get to act as rowdy kids for our poor fellow facilitator.. as for me, i had the ADHD.. lol. in short, hyperactive. i had a hell load of good time screaming and crying(pretend; of cos). But, we all knows.. wads goes around, comes around... i had to deal with these pretend-kids.. as a facilitator.. i think i've gotten a headache from shouting for them to get in order.. in was total chaos! was kinda fun though.. got a few pats in the back and praises here and there.. think it felt good.. to be complemented.. i really cant imagine if these exact same senerio wld actually happen in school...
-students talking among themselves
-guy who goes not speak english or mandrain at all. He only knows cantonese
-drama queen making a big fuss
-love triange between facilitator and kids
-crushes here and there
-ah bengs getting into a fight
-accidents like cuts,sprain & fracture
-kid having fits

hmm.. i think chances of this happening exactaly would be 0.0001% .. if all of these would happen at the same time, i think i'd juz faint and die.. hahas.. juz kiddin

went for dinner at bugis. had steamboat AGAIN. i juz ate the exact same place 3 days ago... nuts.

gossips gossips and more of them.. with manda.. and of coz, biatching. lol.. waad we like to do best.. man likes to make me look as if i'm the bad guy.argh.

wellwell. i brought home with me today-memories. of CFA17.

MJ session with-chee,bang,man

2008-06-22T23:53:00.000-07:00

i'm glad i have wonderful friends..
there are these 2 kinds..
1.) we live the like there's endless supply of money
2.) they bring me back to earth
hahaha.. i had a little chat about juz random stuffs today.. it felt really good. i think i have alot to learn. i seriously need to grow up.. i admire the way how some of my friends live life so happily with no troubles.. they key to it is to be yourself.. peerpreasure is definitely nt a good thing. treat your family better.. cos we all know they'll leave us 1 day.
a mental note to self- spend more time at home..esp dinner. i realise that as we all grow up, we tend to spend lesser and lesser time with our family members. in the future, when my younger bro gets older... the hse wld be left with only mummy and daddy.. so~~ i shld start changing.yup!

erc1

2008-06-19T02:18:00.000-07:00

yes! i'm blogging about ecr.. hahas it was totally a roller coster ride today..

firstly, i think the sch is really screwed up. i wonder how they decide who gets to choose their timetable first.. how come others get to do it 2 days b4 and E&F gotta do it on the 3rd or rather 4th day(if u take into acc the dip students).. they shld only open say 1/3 of a certain class.. dumbdumb!

this morning, i manage to get the perfect slot. monday - CF, EOE and thurs- MICRO, MACRO...
thhen.. someone told me that i can juz remain on the page cos that means my slots are being reserved... so wrong.. i think i left it for half an hour or more... then i decided to click the 'finish' button... MY MACRO SLOT WAS GONE. dang. but i was like- nvm.. can choose the tues one.. same as V,A and jie... but when i choose that; monday-CF,EOE , tuesday-MACRO and thurs-MICRO.. i thought.. hmm.. at least now all my slots are the same all my friends... then came the headache part... MY CF SLOT WAS GONE... that's not the worse... the worse part was... the only 1 left was SAT!!!! who wants to go to sch on sat.. ( no doubt johnny tan is the good lecturer)
my whole day turned bad from that very instant... veryvery bad..

after bball with mini monday gang.. while i was waiting for my ride back home.. i checked my ecr again.. THANKFULLY, MY CF SLOT WAS AVAILABLE AGAIN!!! YAY! i was more than happy...then aft i got back hme.. showered.. i checked my ecr again.. MY MACRO SLOT WAS BACK!!! hurray!!!! i am so so so so so .... happy... so i'm back to my good slots! yay!!
hahas. i've learned that, dont be too eager to judge things.. dont allow temper to rise bcos of temporary things.. always wait.. patience... u'll nv know what you can find at the end of the wait((:

as for me, i'm a one happy lil' gurl~

thailand 250508-280508

2008-06-06T00:35:00.000-07:00

thailand with the sisters(:
it was amazing. and as deon says, its another step to our sisterhood...true true~
the thailand trip with my girlfriends was great.. except for the few mishaps.. many thanks to thse who sent us off.. haha but the reasons are apparent. no more shall be said.. hahas

touch down at thailand and the weather was dessert hot. our nice ying was there to receive us(: with our own 'super-artise' minivan.. lol(: courtesy of miss princess((: in case she says we didnt acknowledge that.. hahas we were brought to this really nice restaurant and ate much yummy food(: paid all by the 'boss' ... how cool. well, money saved!! we checked in to our hotel.. reception lady kinda know that we 4 wanted to squeeze into 1 hotel room.. me and fer had to take visitor pass.. mishap no1. de's key to her lock broke.. but luckily, ying was there to help us get a really big plier to cut open that lock.. we then headed to chatuchak since we were there on sunday.. many good deals.. things were really cheap! mishap no2. manda got heat stroke.. cos of the scorching sun and not enough fluids manda started feeling dizzy then blacked out.. couldnt see anything and started scaring us.. we of cos stood by her, frantically fanning her, icing her, getting drinks.. well, you name it, we did it... finally, i think the ice plus pepsi manage to get her around.. we then decided to go to some airconditioned shopping mall.. so we headed to mbk.. things there were relatively more expensive so we decided to go to siam centre.. it feels very bugis-y.. bought loads of stuff(: we headed back to hotel and again faced the lobby security.. this time we had to go through the whole 'get vistor pass' routine that we got so tired and juz decided to get another room. mishap no3... spent another 60 sing per person.. well, at least we got another room.. me and fer shared one room.. when we got to our room, we did the standard procedure of knocking the door blah blah.. inserted the key.. couldnt open the door.. by this time we were freaking out.. we knocked again blah blah.. this time the door opened.. scary~ there was this wierd sense of aura in the room.. we told man about this and she said.. this juz shows that your door is spoilt.. nothing much,.. LOL! which is true.. hahas for the 4 days, the door kept having probs.. so it was really the door's prob.. haha.. but the 4 of us were jus too scared so we squeezed into 1 room to sleep.. haah. waste of money..

next day, breakfast at the 45th floor(: nice view.. except that thailand's building were all smoked black... haha.. we headed to the four-face-buddah via tuktuk.. mishap no 4. this driver convinced us and brought us to this jewelry place where he said was on the way.. when he showed us the map, it was totally not.. like one was north, the other, south.. the driver had this typical bad guy look.. how scary.. luckily for us..he brought us to the jewelry place and not anywhere else.. after the temple, we kinda went into siam paragon.. not entirely for shopping, but for the use of their toilet. lol.. headed to siam cenre again.. this time, on the way there, we rmb to replenish ourselves with ice cold water.. bought this really amazing coconut icecream from the streets and their bubbletea(: nicenice! shopping the entire noon till evening.. spent about 3000bath.or more... the same amt i spent the day b4.. headed back to hotel via cab.. safer.. hahas.. waited to meet deon's dad and his colleagues.. we were brought to an international seafood restaurant.. AMAZING food.. we had alska crab, cod fish, lobster, huge huge prawns, and so so so much more.. we didnt even finish the food.. lol.. so waste of money.. and it was like super expensive.. 1kg was nearly 100sing dollars for one item..nuts. after dinner, we headed to the night mkt.. suan luam night mkt.. we totally embarrass ourselves when we saw a cockroach.. 4 of us plus de's future brother-in-law screamed so damn loudly that everyone turned to stare at us.. eek. we dislike roaches.. was super tired after the shopping and headed back at 12mn to our hotel..

3rd day, headed to platinum and shopped shopped shopped.. we did our nails and toes there too(: it was really much cheaper than in spore.. dinner, we take away food from our nearby street stalls.. included wanton mee, chicken kebab, loads of fat fat hotdogs..

lastday, we did last min shopping at siam centre and mbk.. every single min we were spending money.. overall, i got myself 5 pairs of shoes, 4 dresses, 1 shades, 3 taokeitoi (my fave!!) ...list goes on... it was a reallly really good trip.. i'm missing thai food already.. the coconut icecream, tomyum~, phatai... aww.. i loved their food!

and i love my sisters(:

here are the pictures...

departing from changi airport..

at our hotel-baiyoke suite

in our minibus

at MBK...

four-face-buddah

toilet of international seafood restaurant

suan lum mkt

breakfast with good view(:

massage(:

newly painted nails..

all our shopping bags..

bigbig lollies(:

selfish me

2008-06-05T01:38:00.000-07:00

i should start growing up.and i know that... my emotional self is still stuck at age 16. a stubborn 16yr old dazed schoolgirl. STOP IT!!! wake up!

you you hold on too tightly to a flower, it dies.. everyone knows that. but am i holding on too tightly to something?

i guess i'm not too selfish? i did pray. not for the benefit of my own.. for the first time, for a stranger who i never knew..

manda is right. it's either option1-OOOO or option2-OOOO

pictures of 3rd apr 08

2008-04-03T21:40:00.000-07:00

Pictures of my bday(:

ta dah!

i love them(:

my 'shou mian'

comfy bath robes

we wasted this portion of spongebob

me dissecting poor sponge bob

huff and puff to blow that 2 candles

my baby

hurray for the sparklers

yummy free candy floss

fullforce

barney

bashers

the sisterhood

mondaygang

cny

2008-02-10T20:58:00.000-08:00

things to note:
before cny...

diet- so u look pretty in ur new clothes
facial- a week b4.. if not ur face will be super reddish
mani & pedi- sign up a package and book a slot that is near cny.. i paid 149 in all. EXPENSIVE!
clothes- dun buy sale item.. dun buy too early.. if nt it'll be last season's clothes
hair- cut it early. avoid the price hike. **raise up hands** i'm a victim...

after cny...

juz one thing.. start dieting again...LOL!

doughnuts fettish

2008-01-17T08:25:00.000-08:00

there's this new pushcart stall selling doughnuts.. in school. today, i ate 3 doughnuts. my diet plan goes from day 3 back to 0. thanks... (yaya.. blame the doughnut pushcart stall) LOL

Xtreme challenge..

2007-12-29T09:05:00.000-08:00

rock on team singapore! hahahs.. members are- me,man,fer,jun ying,darren (:

1st day: we went to westcoast park.. had to climb on darren's shoulders and tried to eat the apple hanging from the tree... then tried to hitch a ride.. but it was charles team who stop and picked us up in their hitched-vechicle.. headed for: rock climbing!! my 1st time.. not too bad i would say.. then we rushed dwn to find this staion called true or false.. think we spent a total of 1 plusplus hr searching for that station. the map totally threw us off track.. not even in the circled area.. then went for our bridge jump! *shakes in fear* i was really scared out of my wits.. but i told myseld that i had to do it... so i closed my eyes and took a step out while concentrating on keeping my feets closed.. hahahs.. it seemed like forever for my feet to touch the water.. **whew** it was scary.. and once in a lifetime experience.. think i got myself a bruise.. on my thigh.. jun ying slipped off the platform but luckily for these 2 guys.. they caught him in time.. super dangerous.. the platform was abit slippery.. jun ying's arm was covered in brusies.. scary! nxt up headed to the station- never walk alone.. think it was really a torture for the guys.. they had to carry us and walk through the painful stone floor.. darren was scolding all the !#$%@! and stuffs i've not heard be.. hahahas.. i was jus trying very hard to be as light as possible.. hhahhahas.. is that even possible? lol jun ying had musscle cramps halfway while carrying fer and so darren went for the 2nd time.. i help to lift some weight off fer.. by holding her butt.. and i felt darren's pain.. torturous.. manda was even funnier.. we all tought she looked like jesus carrying the planks and screaming in pain.. even the ics were laughing at her.. we then headed to east coast.. by then it was raining heavily.. and was cold.. me and man shared an umbrella and started singing songs to prevent us from thinking of the cold.. and it worked.. hahahs. we
didnt managed to do the high density course.. abit wasted.. was looking forward to it.. but we
changed to playing mind games instead.. and we were the only team who got the answer completely correct(: hurray!
we then headed to OCH.. had to search for some light sicks in the OCH.. scarry* hahahs.. for the night we had to sleep at east coast.. my jacket was all wet cos of the heavy rain that morning.. so throughout the night i was shivering.. there was this bright light shinning right at us and i could hardly sleep.. nxt morning we had mcs for breakfast.. then headed dwn to sembawang.. nxt.. we went to yishun for parasailing.. at safra.. it was scary.. esp the first step out.. the falling off the wall part.. it takes a alot of courage to do that.. jun ying didnt complete his.. so we got deducted 10 points... nxt up was treetop walk.. we trek for bout 3 plus km? i dunnoe.. or more than that.. i cant really rmb.. aft that, we went to amk hub.. dash round hub searching for pics to be taken.. then aft that we went for our vertical marathon.. have to climb 28 stories high flat.. but was divided by all of us.. we were really unlucky.. cos when we reached there, 2policemen came and asked wad we were doing.. apprently some ppl complained of the noise.. our ic was taken and recorded. yikes** sway!
aft this station, rushed to orchard.. played some badminton-pingpong game.. then headed to eastcoast.. for our cycling and tennis ball search game..
GAMEOVER. that was the end of our challenge.. position- 6 out of 13.. no prize but it's a once in a lifetime experience.. the bonding with my friends, the memories gathered.. all worth it.. the sininging and walking in the rain..**smiles** and thanks all team singapore members(: we had fun. rock on!

bridge jump!

AHHHH~~

our perfect ans (:

KBOX with bashers

2007-12-27T22:18:00.000-08:00

todays appointment- ktv session with bashers...
post bash party(: (ed's bday too)
aft econs, me,mel,win,jude,seryew,wendy met to go dwn to party world at orchard tog... in the comfort of ser yew's car... in the car, funny stories of bash day and much bitching about certain individual.. LOL.. comments made were juz totally damn funny.. *SHH*
headed to swense to buy a cake for ed...his 21st..
suprisesuprise.. almost all bashers have like super good vocies... all sang like they were experts.. it was really funny during some duets cos we tried to create a scandal btw joanna and ed... sherwin sang like a rocker.. hahahas.. jude has his own style... joanna, suk and mel has power voices... wendy and joan didnt sing! but i swear i heard joan sing when she was sitting beside me! both of them gave excuess that they were shy.. aww~~ have to force time the nxt time..lol
we brought in the ice cream cake for ed.. and sang happy bday song.. jude did a solo of wen lan's zhu wo shen ri kuai le... LOL.. *ahem*
aft our last song, we headed to taka.. cos we wanted to eat ajisen.. but the queue was juz too long.. some guys tried to get ed to treat us for crystal jade dinner.. hahahs.. but wells, to no avail. so headed to food republic.. more teasing of the scandal couple.. more awkard moments for certain.. shall nt mention.. and some lame crazy ideas of team singapore's hokkien mee grp.
bashers are nutters.. lol.. but i love them.

xmas with S26

2007-12-23T04:45:00.000-08:00

ah~ finally a meetup with my dearly missed S26..
was kinnda a waste cos i missed kai, qida and wee han... they had to put in early that day...
me,man and de arrived at rayson's hse at 10pm.. the hse was really nice... and huge..
we babes tried to suprise the guys by popping in and shouting "MERRY CHRISTMAS!!"
but we ended up embrassing ourselves.. hahas! cos wei tao and rayson's outside friends was there too.. not only that, the mum was staring at us like we were some nutcase... hahahs.. manda still banged the door super loudly against the wall... *whoops*
S26 hunks prsented us with our xmas pressies... all of them was really sweet** super....
i received a ice lemon tea-lookalike phone by lucas and teck hui.. it's abit uncomfortable if u use it to talk... but it's really unique... kai gave me a spongebob popcorn... he rmbed last yr when i went over to his place and commented at how cute and how much i liked the spongebob box.. and even offered to give me... he gave de 2 airforce singlet cos de said she wanted them b4.. and he rmbed... wei tao and benneth shared pressie.. and gave me an online bought necklace and a notebook frm prints... (: ain't our class guys sweet?
we played abit of mafia.. our usual fav game and then indian poker... with loads of funny forfeit... and i was always damn unlucky... always kenna the forfeit.. wei tao danced to britney's song and it is damn hilarious... the guys was somewhat immerse in their soccer match that night too.. so we left early .. didn't wanna disturb the parents too.. got all the hunks boxers.. yup! merry christmas all.

SCANDALICIOUS 2007 @ zouk

2007-12-20T03:58:00.000-08:00

SCANDALICIOUS 2007 @ zouk - totally awesome!!
I LOVE BASHERS(:

Met jude and julian at newton at 2.30pm.. was suppose to reach zouk at 3pm.. but till to MASSIVE jam.. we reached zouk at about 4pm.. the puke smell was like sooo strong.. and beer frm like 2 days ago were not even cleared. eeww~~ sherwin and jude was totally prepared for the night.. orange and white vest.. jude even brought scarf...hhahahas.

watched some of the pageant rehasals...the guys was all sooo damn excited about the swimwear section.. cos all of us had duties and most of them will be outside... we prepared our landyards and settled some last min ticketing... then we gurls (well,some) went ta change.. muhahaha. was shocking to find out all of the bashers gurls were wearing black.. and skirts.. euginea asked if had a theme that night...lol~ that night we learnt that joanna had many hidden talents.. for one she was a damn good makeup artist.. and 2ndly, she was a great dancer...

i was having soo much fun that night.. saw plenty of supporters.. friends... and my greatly missed samuel and sung hun.. was so glad they came dwn to support me... hahas.. saw swee ying who juz came back frm aust.. like just just... chatted a bit with leb and darren b4 the whole pageant... leb won in the end but i think darren put up a really good show... leb had a mega fan base... like crazy female fanatics of his... LOL..

sherwin and ed was drunk that night... heard ed asked joanna for a dance and was rejected 5 times.. whoops** hahahas.. wells bashers are really a fun bunch(:

told u she's the expert.

bash committe 2007

piano exam-prays i pass. for the last time

2007-12-18T03:38:00.000-08:00

my god..
i hate piano exams the most. seriously..
my whole body goes numb and my palm starts sweating..

before i went into the room.. the examiner came out.. -a guy. i think i was a bit relief..i think! hahas..cos supposedly they r more lenient. right? well, i hope thery r..
he seemed quite nice... mayb that's why i wasn't so scared throughout the whole exam.. i was shocked by my own clamness.. usually.. for the past 8 exams i will shake uncontrollably.. this time was much better.. i dunooe was it bcos of the experience or bcos i keep telling myself that this examiner is really nice...

i really pray hard.. that i can pass this. pls, spare me from anymore piano exam torture..

2007-12-13T20:22:00.000-08:00

the higher the expectations the greater the dissappointment.
dun expect too high of anything.. be it urself or anyone else.. dun put too high a hope. cos u'll end up getting up hurt.

happy daddy's bday

2007-11-21T23:42:00.000-08:00

Happy DADDY's BIRTHDAY!
check out the cute cupcakes(:

it really looks good right.. but, hahas it's really too sweet.. no one could really finish one on our own.. hahas. the steamboat dinner was awesome!! happy bday daddy!

mandelville's concert.

2007-11-18T20:43:00.000-08:00

argh! my first piano concert. seriously. all my 17yrs of piano playing.. the tickets were really expensive too.. $35 bucks.. but, daddy still came to support me.. it's kindda wired. i think i might be the oldest one there.. hahas. i'm one of the 3 soloist. i was shaking terribly... when i walked out onto the stage... i didnt dare look at the audience.. did a quick bow and hurried to the piano.. fumbled right at the beginning but i really did try to recover as quickly as i can.. daddy says he couldnt hear my mistakes.. but that's bcos he doesnt play music.. and bcos he's my daddy.. hahs.. but overall, a good experience!

bash bbq

2007-11-08T23:59:00.000-08:00

bashers bonding! yups.
went dwn to hougang and hitched a ride from seryew.hahas.. tog with mel and joan.
reached springdale. a really~ nice place. it's a real coincidence.. cos i saw one of the piano performance class teacher. apparently, he stays there.
first up was filming.. did an intro scene filming.. our creative director-seryew briefed us on wad we were suppose to do.. professional man~ hahas. jude has damn good acting skills! funny to the core!
aft our intro filming, we went up to joanna's hse ta play bonding games..indian poker up first.. it was really super funny. we had to pose exactly as the babes in the fhm cards as forefit..joseph and jude are good posers for fhm cards..we laughed till our tummies hurt.. after jude did one really difficult one.. we said change game.. jude almost killed us all.lol.. nxt up was 'bloob'.. and the forefit was to drink this yuckie cup of chiili cum water cum soya sauce.. i swear the smell itself could alrdy make u wanna puke.. i drank a cup of it. grace drank like consecutive 2 cups.. jude was like his crazy self again.. he thought he was like really good.. sure wont kenna. but guess wad. joseph did a really wonderful move and tadah! jude had to do forefit... he totally spit out wad he drank back into the glass... and we made him drink back! lol!too bad..
we didnt have time to play the last game. (so sad!) cos the bbq food came.. terrence,chirs and euginena came late.. during the bbq.. i did my fair share of bbq-ing... i think everyone did excepy for a few lazy bums.. lol.. mel as usual and wendy.. hahas. while bbq-ing.. we entertained some little gurls at the playground.. lol.. jude became the monster and mel the bicycle rider. they were really cute.. the food was good overall.. and as usual.. too much food leftover..
we cont'd filming.. this time was the guys army scene.. totally hillarous. the audience really couldnt control their laughters.. it kinda affected the actors.. lol.. sherwin was definitely one.. i think terrence laughed till he cried.. jude was a brillent actor~
aft the army scene.. we were left with the racing scene.. we headed dwn to IMM.. initially we wanted to use the open-air carpark.. but we were damn unlucky.. they switched off the lights juz as we were about to film.. so we went dwn.. i drove sherwin's car! cool!! mine scene was like totally bimbotic. after my scene.. we drove around the carpark.. was really huge.. yups. all for the day. rewarding!

ice skating

2007-11-05T23:39:00.000-08:00

yay!!! finally. went ice skating with monday gang.. i was super duper late.. like an hour.. muhahha.. butbutbut~~ need to thank me. lol.. cos the ring opened at 1130 that day.. so if wasnt for me.. they would have nothing to do too.. hahas. in the end only 5 ppl went.. all last min backed out.. 2 sick(mel&veryln) 2 excuess(as usual..leb&suiying) hahas..so only me,man,fer,fuyong&darren... loads of ppl man.. like the whole plmgs was there. invested with young girls.. when they left at 2.. the ring was like..sparkling.hahas.we witness love on ice~~~LOL. there was this ice hockey guy..think he picked up a meimei on ice.. then they were like skating like a thousand rounds tog..talking.aft that fer said..another 3 rounds they'll be holding hands.. and guess wad.YES! aft like an hour or something they held hands! then soon after they exchanged numbers.LOLS! GUYS.this is like a really good picking up girls method.gogo~learn ice skating.lol. my obession with ice skating has somewhat faded. the passion has somewhat died. towards the end.. fer was saying- thse want to skate, go skate the last few rounds b4 we go.. and only fu yng went.. usuallly i'll be the one going..persuading my friends to let me go another few rounds. well.everyone will grow out of their obsession i suppose.

aft skating.headed down town.talked miles.killed my little toe. hahas. nv walk on heals aft skating for like 4++hrs. i'll definitely be eating grass this month.

haloween

2007-11-03T08:14:00.000-07:00

SRC's haloween.
i really didnt wan to go. but..as a good sister.. a pledge of the sisterhood.. hais
hmm.. had a mini screening of the grudge 2.. when i say mini. i mean mini.. they totally cut us off the movie~~~ while watching i was scared by chee siang..hahas.cos he pushed fer.and i was hugging fer. so i scolded fer for scaring me. but wells.domino effect. then.. this guy from the back row tapped me.*jumps* lol. he wanted me to pick his light stick! how silly. i'm really a scary cat..i get jumpy easily.. hahas. screams easily too.. aft the movie screening.. we had this run round the sch-cluedo-... and.. guess wad.. hahas. we got 3rd! think cos we've got lots of connections around school
lol..
nxt was API tour. went to some grave yard at i cant rmb where.. hahas. walked trough some forest.. then... i was already quite scared.. then a really playful friend of mine; or rather my SP.. he decided to scare me. with this really scary mask.. it's a mask of a old man.. wooden kind.. then had really long hair.. i tell u.. it was really freaky.. plus.. i saw the face over someone shoulder cos i was talking.. then he walked over.. so.. i only saw the face, without the human body..(doubt i would be less afraid even if i saw the human body) i screamed.. loud and long. think i scared the rest of the other participants. those at the back esp.. cos they couldnt see wad was going on... i REALLY FREAKED OUT. seriously.how silly of me.. my friends were really good. they were like mad with SP. the things they said made me feel that they're really good friends. thanks to ferlicia jie, manda, jun han, chee siang & mel. i felt so protected. later on.. we went to this underground tunnel.. somekind of tunnel that was used by the british in WWII to get to M'sia.. that was when something spooky happened.. the SRC ppl counted 46 ppl for the 2nd bus.. but when we got back from our tunnel walk.. only 45 was counted.. so they panic. API ppl went back to search for the missing guy.. and did a head count to the attendance list.. guess wad.. everyone is present. but b4 that.. the SRC members (5 of then) counted 46.. and they rmb that in the bus there wasnt a double seater that was empty. SPOOKY. the reason is still unknown.
initially suppose to go to other places.. but cos of the unexpected incident, we had to stop at 4am.. and headed back to sch.. everyone was sppoked and tired.. i.. was spooooked, tired and frightened out of my wits.

Just Photos of Me

2007-11-03T06:14:00.000-07:00

MGM -3

2007-10-30T09:54:00.000-07:00

third mgm i've been.and for the first time i found out that jude is like super funny!lol.. every single word that comes out of his mouth is a joke. we had a hmm..kinda useless bonding session.and loads more of other deparment show case-ing their event. which has nothin to do with our bash.. lol.. aft mgm, bashers went for dinner at clementi central.. which we really had a good laugh.finally executed the bbq bashers plan.. yay!hopefully we can get some bonding done..looking forward to it(:

mondaee!!

2007-10-29T22:48:00.000-07:00

love monday sch(: tried to plan some iceskating outing but failed... lousy. then so it was changed to a studying session. cheesiang totally didnt tell me that he wont be going to sch lahs! made me sit alone ta wait for ben(who came really really late)lol! luckily..darren,junhan& fu yong was like super nice. came to find me straight away cos they noe i was alone..not even having their lunch first..tentatively,our iceskating session is changed to nxt monday...hopefully it wont change.cos i really miss skating.
woot!darren and leb got into the pagent. then we were like talking bout it while junhan was there.. hahas.and he got teased by me=P poorthing. but wells, he's good too.juz not selected that's all.. hahas! darren was like asking who are we goin to vote for.. hmm. i think i'll be impartial. we'll see on that day..hahas,may the best one win~(or rather,get my vote)

friendships need hardwork

2007-10-28T23:31:00.000-07:00

i think i might have been neglecting my old friends. the promise i made to joycee.our celebration of MJ day.. babe, i'm really sorry for the lack of time for you~ i dun even know how my time is spent. it juz runs out b4 i even know it. a promise to myself-rmb to meet up with joycee soon.. ash too.it seems like i'm talking to her lessser. fewer phone calls. our plans are always pushed back... butbut! plans coming out! she promised me that we would do some prezzie shopping together. hopefully it can be sucessfully carried out. all i can say is to maintain friendship needs work and effort. and i'm guilty of nt giving my effort for the past few months.

self-time

2007-10-28T18:14:00.000-07:00

i'm feeling exhausted. no idea why.. i think that's bcoz i'm always around ppl.. i need to use up loads of energy to entertain the ppl around me.. recently haven had a quiet time for myself. to read; to realx; to listen to music.. wells, today i finally get to realx-walk in the breezy weather. had a bad day today. piano was bad.. and i was feeling tired and burnt. had a battle against the bedbugs in my room-AGAIN. eek! preparing for another week ahead!studystudy!

sisterhood

2007-10-25T21:11:00.000-07:00

sisterhood
in war, ur sisters stand behind u.. supporting u in the battle.
when there's no war, we sisters juz hang around and bitch about others.
lol! cheers to sisterhood.

2007-10-08T08:45:00.000-07:00

monday school was as usual-fun. that is y i always look forward to monday lessons. no monday blues.never.. cos it's math and stats(: hahas.it's been long since i touched my stats tutorial.time to do some work. 3 more lesson till stats 2 & math 2.today study session was unusually smooth-going.. hahas.without occassional break cos dear mr leb is nt around in school. it was darren's role of trying to get us to take a break.lol. eek!got back my math test. could have done better. i had higher expectation...
ms goo's mini piano concert today was screwed. hahas. totally messed it up.. lol.. dunnoe if the audience could tell. but ms goo will definitely kill me in my nxt round of lesson. hahas. i tried my best to cover up my mistakes.hahas. totally laughing at the silly mistakes that i made.

blaring music damages your ear

2007-10-07T06:54:00.000-07:00

bashers and friends went to double O yesterday. it was one hell of a night(: nice drinks nice crowds. db O yesterday was retro night and it was something new for me. totally awesome. super fun learning all the hand gestures from terence and jun han. pro-ness! they know like every-single-song. no kidd. hahas. the words that i've mastered so far are- love, me, u, uptown, girl, life, name, do, no, read. my fav word actions are actually girl and do. hahas.
i liked the caramel baileys! think total of 12 ppl went yesterday.. excluding my sr peeps! ordered 6 jugs of drinks.(which was super cheap-total of $180)

mindcafe b4 clubbing with my sr peeps was like supremely fun! hahs. was there to celeb th's early birthday(: bought him a creative speakers that costs out $100. kai's hands were liked scratched by th's long fingernails. think kai was not the only victim. i was attacked too~ ppl shld really cut their nails b4 going for mindcafe. as usual, our all time fav- dino bone grabbing game. hahs. i hate it when ppl grab two bones. and it's also really funny when u see the bone bounce across the table while someone else is trying to grab it. LOL!

crazy hell fun day(:

lousy chef (or u can call me the new age woman;i prefer the later)

2007-10-05T08:27:00.000-07:00

i cant cook or bake for nuts. damn! argh.i'm going bonkers.. i need to find out the secret to baking.hahas.. i think i might have burnt chocolate.(can u even burn chocolate?)lol...
need to get more amo. hahas.. more backups for my new baking experiment.

the sickly being

2007-10-04T04:18:00.001-07:00

never get too near an ill person when u have totally zero immune system.lol. i'm dwn the fever,flu and the most irritatable sore throat. mummy is always the best when i'm sick. thank god for her, and her wonderful 'pi pia gao', i was able to sleep in peace. the miracle for a burning and firy sorethroat..
i had to pooped-date ash cos of my fever. boo.
no worries, there'll be more dates to come(:

-new addict to facebook.

god is fair

2005-12-17T11:32:00.000-08:00

i always complain...
god's unfair.. till one day, someone told me..
god's fair.life isn't

NObody knows

2005-10-03T11:04:00.000-07:00

there's people talking,
they talk about me
they know my name
think they know everything
but
they don't know anything
about me

truth hurts

2005-09-28T03:41:00.000-07:00

an unanswered question,
burning desire,
the world just seem to fall so hard on me.
right smack in front of me-THE TRUTH